abyss // calum hood a.u

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I walked through the dark streets of Maine. The wind blows against me, and I reach up to wipe the remaining tears on my- now cold cheeks. I turn to a small alley way and walk forward unsure of where it'll take me.

I grab a hold of the wall leading myself through the narrow walkway. I shut my eyes trying to control my breathing. I miss him so much. I slide down the wall not being able to hold it in any longer.

My chest tightens and I feel a knot in my throat. An uncontrollable sob escapes my lips and my hands come up to cover my face.

*Flashback*

I enter the doors to the hospital. Making my way to the receptionist's desk, the nurse greets me and lets me go up to his room.

I softly open the door and peek inside. Flashing him a smile. I ask him how he's doing, and we talk about some stupid college football game that went on yesterday. He seems to keep telling me how much he loves me and I cant fight the stupid grin off my face.

In the middle of telling him about how I plan to travel across the world in the future after going to college this fall, his heart monitor starts beeping rapidly. I jump up from the chair quickly running to his bed, pressing the emergency button and calling out for help.

I grab his hand, staring at him through my teary eyes assuring him everything is going to be okay. The nurses rush in, pushing me aside to get the tools they need. In the heat of the moment I didn't notice the monitor stopping until someone was trying to comfort me.

I dropped down on my knees calling out for him. They try to calm me down, but it's no use. He was all I had left. But, they didn't seem to understand that. I walk up to the bed holding his hand for the last time and peck his forehead whispering, "I love you."

*End of flashback*

I lay down on the cold ground trying to forget the painful memory. I clench onto his jacket hoping it'll give me some sort of comfort. I swear I hear movement somewhere in the alley. I'm so exhausted of crying and hurting that I don't pay any attention to my paranoia.

I drift asleep wishing all of the pain will just vanish. I feel someone lift me up whispering incoherently. We seem to be moving and I don't have the strength to open my eyes.

"Daddy?" 

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