lanas pov
packing was one of the hardest things ive had to do in a long while. i didnt want to leave him, but i knew what would be the most convenient to both of us. i needed the money and i wasnt even sure if i loved him, i was being irrational.
i packed my best dresses, my favorite pairs of lingerie, and my favorite outfits. i also grabbed all of my makeup and packed it until i decided it was good enough. i almost forgot to pack the most important things, my important sex must haves. i grabbed some gloves that may go with some of my outfits for the trip, i was lowkey a glove enthusiast.
i take a deep breath, and double check that i have got everything i need from my closet, and decide it's time to go. i finally let the tears roll down my cheeks, because i am being stupidly emotional. i dont want to be this way anymore, and i know what i have to do. i have to go have fun in hawaii, and come back to my daddy.
i wipe the tears from my face, and grab my bags and head to the elevator. i tell myself," i am the only one that matters, the only person that will stick with me until the very end is myself. i wont let men control me or my emotions because that ends in tragedy. i am the best and baddest bitch. no one is badder than me, and no men is going to ruin this bitch.", i say really letting the words sink in.
i repeat this, like a christian says a prayer until the elevator doors open. my tears and the distraught look on my face change instantly to a smile. i am going to do what i do what i do best, and im going to do it better than those other bitches.
i walked to my back door so i didnt have to face a sad matthew, and i made my way to eds car. the chauffeur go out of the car and opened my door. he then took my multiple bags and put them in the trunk.
when i got in the car, ed was sitting on his phone. i considered this pretty normal, who wasnt on their phone all the time these days?
when we were about thirty minutes into our ride to the airport, ed finally spoke.
"why were you gone for so long?", ed said.
"i had to make sure i was one hundred percent prepared to leave. i just couldnt leave anything major behind daddy.", i lied to him.
"oh okay, i suppose that sounds reasonable. now give daddy a kiss.", he tells me.
i give him a kiss, and i instantly forget about matthew. i didnt forget about matthew because of ed specifically, i forgot about him because i was going to hawaii. i forgot about him more , because im a bad bitch who landed herself a trip to hawaii totally free provided by my sugar daddy.
as a girl i could only dream about going to a place as beautiful and as luxurious as hawaii. now, that was all coming true because i am a smart woman who knows just how to pick her sugar daddies.
i decided to give him another kiss because, again, and i couldnt stress enough, i am going to hawaii.
"oh daddy, i cant wait to spend my day at the beach next to you.", i tell him giving him a hug in the car.
" it's nothing really, you deserve more than just this trip to hawaii. you deserve to have anything you want. you want to know why? well because youre my queen, and my queen deserves all she desires.", he tells me before kissing my neck.
