shadowstar should be like a movie or something - Nikki's Fourth Book of Shit

I'm Not Whelmed[nikki needs to do a vent]

*sigh*

I'm not whelmed today.

I haven't been whelmed for the past few days, and that's why I haven't been on Wattpad as much. I just needed to be away.

For me, school starts August 14. Thirteen days away before my very first day of high school.

I'm terrified, let's be honest about that.

On top of that I'm having more family issues - mom might break up with Austin, my dad keeps skipping child support hearings, my dad's mom died, my grandmother and brother are harassing me, and mom just isn't happy lately.

It's life, I know. But I wish it wasn't mine.

I lived a horrible life. My life currently is much better than my previous life. But I'm just not happy, you know?

It's so hard putting on a fake smile everyday and telling yourself that it's going to be a great day when in reality you know it isn't.

I just needed to vent..sorry kids