shadowstar should be like a movie or something - Nikki's Fourth Book of Shit

merry crisis i guess(kinda a rant?)

sorry ive been mia ive been depressed as fuck and i don't wanna be a burden to my friends and also i have been trying to find my way sooooo

yeah

merry christmas i guess

i mean i hate it but i shall not stop.you from being happy

im just in it for the food, honestly

anyways a bit of a holiday rant/emotion dump/life dump so get ur popcorn

basically:
-cam got me this really sweet necklace for xmas like a week early
-mom and i hate each other
-tried killing myself on xmas eve :))))
-carmen likes whipped cream
-my mom's a bitch
-i wanna fucking fight my mom and move out
-i wanna die
-i feel like people don't even notice im around anymore

so basically the usual

anyways merry crisis

and like the Cheshire cat, i disappear for a good 100 years

bye