rhapsodic thoughts

meaningful words

i've realized my poems don't really express me

they rhyme and go on, but are cut short before i can let my feelings free

i've changed over time, in a good way i promise

maybe my poetry only worked when there was sadness in heart

regardless.

i'll try once more to put meaning in my words

cause i don't want to let go of happiness to be happy with my work

maybe there's a secret that i am yet to hold

i must be melancholic, nostalgic, only at times when writing more

i want to make people feel, not just know i don't like rain

i want to make people feel, not just know the moon and sun can't ever be together for more than a split few minutes

i want to make people feel, like i used to

but if happiness is the price

it's too much to loose ..

now i re-read this and realize my message is shit

i don't need a feeling to make my work worth the time of a few

i need inspiration i just can't find it

my mind is blank, thoughts are hiding

i'll try harder of course to do this again

but realize, it's not as easy as it was when i began

at that time i had too much inspiration

my mind was a jumble of words

i used to spit poetry as if i was a machine

only meant to let out my feelings to a screen

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