Are you ok? That seems to be the question of the year for me especially in the last three months even more so in the last month-and-a-half even up till this day. That question just seems to be a broken record on repeat constantly on the tip of everyone's tongue that sees my face, Are You Ok?
I couldn't tell you that last time I even remotely felt "ok" the question has become a somewhat ironic reminder that I can't remember what "ok" feels, the question is the universe mocking me as everyone asks me this daily whenever I seem to enter the room I feel it coming I know someone is going to ask that question so I brace myself and prepare my general response "Yea. Im ok".
I lie. Of course I lie. I don't know what it feels like to be ok so I lie and say im ok cuz I know that if I even try to pretend to be ok everyone will see through my facade in an instant. So I do what I do best with my emotions I lie about them and put on a show like im an oscar-winning actor I fake it till I make it pretending to be ok for show but deep down I wish it wasn't an act I wish it were true but its not.
Are You Ok? No. No im not, an to be bloody damn honest I doubt I will be for a long time.
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Reborn Angelic Soul
PoetryI like to consider myself an amateur poet these are just the thoughts I can't say out loud so I wrote them out. Forgive my bad grammar I love to write just suck at it.
