Its been 4 since she's been gone and its been hell honestly its been bloody hell. Ive been feeling a great disturbance in the force from the very moment I returned home.
The force is unbalanced I was feeling something I never felt before and I realized that it was her. My best friend I miss her! That's why ive been feeling so lonely she's no longer around me, I can't just go home (her house) everyday, can't just walk in and see her laying on the couch watching TV or reading a book or writing a new chapter in one of her books.
I can't come over and take a nap in her bed as she sits there doing whatever or I can't stay the night and we be up till 1 in the morning just talking about future story ideas of ours. I literally watched our son (our dog Scout who we call our son) pace around the door waiting for his mother to walk in and greet him, I watched as he sat at the door for a whole 30 minutes waiting and waiting until I finally picked him up and brought him to the couch with me.
My son. Our son looked at me with tears in his eye's an a face that said "I miss Mommy! I want her back! I wish she was here with me! With us! When is she coming back?!" I swear to my father that it took every ounce of strength to hold back the tears that were building in my very own eyes. I gave him a tight hug in his mother's absence told him everything would be ok, told him daddy would keep him safe until Mommy came home. To honor my best friend our son and I seat in her spot on the couch and watching Looney Tunes as if she were with us... Its only been 4 days though if almost lost it on day one how can I go the next year?
Who fucking knows! I can say this I am one with the force and the force is one with me, that'll be enough it has to be.
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Reborn Angelic Soul
PoesíaI like to consider myself an amateur poet these are just the thoughts I can't say out loud so I wrote them out. Forgive my bad grammar I love to write just suck at it.
