What's beging faithful? Cuz I thought I knew but clearly I was wrong, I was just lying to myself about knowing what it is.
How?
How could you do it? How could you? Did you not think about what this would do? Did you think not about what this would do me? To us? Did you not think about me? Did you not remember my issue with cheating?
I was faithful to you and you only!!! I never let anyone sway my eye nor tempt my body, I remained faithful to you and to us cuz I love you cuz I loved us cuz I loved being with you cuz I loved our relationship and wanted no one but you. But you? You think about any of that.
My chest hurts so much when I think about you now every beat of my heart tanks I feel nothing but pain and anger and sadness cuz I thought you loved me cuz I thought maybe you could be that one I had finally found. What kills me the most is that I should have saw the signs I should have listened to everyone who told me that this is what was going to happen but I didn't cuz I had faith in you not to do me like this. I what's wrong I let you in you knew more about me than others did I confided in and you in everything and you broke me in away than I thought you never would, I trusted you and that trust was shattered and I can never get it back.
I know ill forgive you cuz I know I love you just enough to forgive you. But I can never trust you again, I can your friend but nothing more then that an I feel even that might be too much for me.
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Reborn Angelic Soul
PoetryI like to consider myself an amateur poet these are just the thoughts I can't say out loud so I wrote them out. Forgive my bad grammar I love to write just suck at it.