Reborn Angelic Soul

"60 Days"

Freedom. Freedom almost here almost within my grasp I can almost taste it 60 days. Recently took a test that will change my life forever and it has the score was higher than I thought I would but after studying for a solid month Im kind of glad I got it, I was told I'd have 60 days approximately to enjoy my last holidays here amongst my family and friends after that I'd be gone for 2 months.

For those of you who are wondering what I'd be gone to do I'd be away at basic training learning getting back into my old military habits at least old habits as far as me being in ROTC in high school but I digress, the reaction of this information was mixed to say the least some praise and we're excited others happy yet sadden but amongst all the reactions I received... There's only one that mattered most.

Her action hit me the deepest. As she debated with one of my friends on my future choices in my future career I watched and read as she was so ready to throw away her life for mine I know she and I had always had the notion that we're inseparable where I go she goes where she goes I go. Recently our boundaries on how far we're willing to go for each other have been tested do too well she's away at school Im here home without my home being here she is my home, as I watched her throw up every single idea and playing we had made or running away or either one of us dropping what we're doing for the other I couldn't help but think to myself I can't allow it on some small degree I cannot allow myself to allow my best friend to quit up everything she's doing just for me as much as I would love for either one of us just to do so and just disappear and we go live our lives I just in that moment couldn't allow myself to do it to allow her to do.

The next 60 days are going to be interesting to say the least my grandmother is ready to pretty much kick me out my parents are supportive yet distant on how they really feel my friends are being supportive but have yet to voice their concerns or voice their sadness but despite everyone else's opinions it is her opinion that matters most to me. I know it'll be an adjustment while I'm gone there will be no contact at least maybe once a weekend already bad enough that our contact has only been limited to video call and phone calls but still I like to think we'll be ok in fact we will be. Just next 60 days are going to be possibly the best or worst of my life as im in this stage of growing I guess we'll see.