My love life is and has been a very interesting thing. I use to kinda still do that I'mgiven my relationships never make it past the 1 year mark. I've been abused, cheated on and found genuine love. I'll break them down.
Abuse
I firmly believe never hitting a woman no matter if she hits you/me as a man you should never strick back that's just my opinion though, I was maybe 16-17 and I thought that relationship I was in at the time was love. News flash it wasn't it was me still building my self-esteem (still am but that's not the point) so when we would fight yea I would be hit and stuff but I never hit back it wasn't until my friends held intervention and I realized I needed to get out, so I finally did and that taught me that despite my moral ground I could stand up and fight back without using my hands but my words.
Cheated On
Thing with this is that it was love but when she had to move to a different state I thought our love would be strong enough to handle the distance. I was wrong so so wrong and I felt a great deal of heart break for a long time but I got over it eventually.
Genuine Love
Love comes when you least expect it and it came hard and fast and it was the best thing that has happened to me in a long time it made me feel great it pushed me to become a better person, it pushed me to become a better man. Yet love is also extremely complicated when you and the person you love have so many personal demons to fight that when you try to fight them together you just ended up fighting each other, cuz you want to help each other but the demon are to strong so you split not once but twice you both know the love is there but you want to fix yourselves for the other person but that means letting the relationship go and go back to just being friends when both you're hearts want to be more. It's a tough decision to make but at the end of the day if it's meant to be it'll be.
Like I said my love life is interesting. These are just the people I've actually dated don't even get me started on the people I've had crushes on that's pretty much all of my closest friends. Hell I was in love with my best friend for years! It's in the past now just when I look back on my "Love Life" I just got to say it's been very interesting.
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Reborn Angelic Soul
PuisiI like to consider myself an amateur poet these are just the thoughts I can't say out loud so I wrote them out. Forgive my bad grammar I love to write just suck at it.
