Why am I so sad?
Like really? Why am I sad?
I mean I have a home to live in, I have a somewhat family that loves me...I think? I have not one but two good paying jobs. I have great friends and even greater adopted family plus two of the best wives I guy could've of asked for let me tell you polygamy marriage is awesome plus an amazingly great girlfriend hell ill be going away soon to college to finally start my dreams...
... So why am I sad?
I mean you'd think with all the great things I have going for me I'd be a bit more happier or at least as happy as I could be, I mean sure its life its not always going to be happy I mean you'll have your ups and downs but come on universe I literally listed about 20 things that I am happy to have in my life and yet I just feel so empty.
Why am I sad?
I honestly couldn't tell you when started. I just woke up one day almost a month ago now and have felt empty ever since, Ive been having these surreal dreams just every night a new different dream taking me away to a reality where things are so perfect were people ive lost never left me, where I have lived in pletely different life stories in my actual one.
Honestly couldn't tell you what my dreams are trying to tell me, hell before the dreams can even start I don't fall asleep until almost the ass crack of dawn so in that short moment of my sleep I can live an entire New Life still wake up the next morning asking the same question I have been for nearly a month now...
... Why am I sad?
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Reborn Angelic Soul
PoezieI like to consider myself an amateur poet these are just the thoughts I can't say out loud so I wrote them out. Forgive my bad grammar I love to write just suck at it.
