(i wrote this a couple years ago.)
Now don't worry.
I'm not angry or mad.
I'm just upset, a little sad.
I've sat here, wondering what I've done.
And I keep waiting for you to respond, hun.
But something tells me you won't.
I know you don't try to hurt me.
But it seems like that's how life's gonna be.
And you're one of the few to truly see
Who I am.
You've climbed under the fence surrounding my heart
So you're the only one who can tear me apart.
I called once before, hoping just to hear your voice.
As if the simple sound of an answering machine can free me from this vice.
And I know I'm probably being annoying.
But I keep coming back because I'm just hope that this is a joke.
That you're toying with me.
And a small part of me is waiting for me to destroy you.
Because I can't have anything nice or new.
My old friends, I'm waiting for them to sue.
Because I destroyed them too.
Do you remember the promise we made?
We promised, we stayed.
I guess we both should have weighed
The weight of the promise that we made.
Because I remember that day.
The things we decided to say.
And I wanted to stay,
But do you?
Now this is getting long.
I don't want it to be a song.
But I have one thing to say;
Won't you please talk to me today?