being dumped sucks
and i've had a headache all day as if the connection i had with him is being ripped out,
weeds yanked out of a garden.
i want him back,
but i know i should be banishing him from my mind in every way possible.
i still feel anxiety that the new freshmen in school will be interested in him,
and that i should defend him because he's mine,
but he's not mine anymore.
i feel exhausted.
i just want to sleep.
