The Nerd & The Ice Queen (Tousaki Highschool AU)

Chapter 11.2 - The Other Self (Part 2)

"... What is going on here?"

Sasaki stared at Yomo-sensei, He confused why He is on the floor.
Then He saw the delinquents who have bruises on their bodies and some of their uniform stained with blood.

... Whoa, who did this?? Shirazu? Urie? Yomo-sensei?
Wait.. Since when sensei is here? What happened here?
Why I can't remember anything?
Ouch! My nails.. they are bleeding again.
Hmm? Why there are blood stain on my uniform too?
Am I got hurt? But it doesn't hurt at all except my hands..

While He kept thinking what happened, He heard Shirazu and Urie moaned not too far from him.
Both of them lying on the floor like the pile of corpse, then Sasaki rushed to them immediately. 

S.H : SHIRAZU! URIE! ARE YOU ALRIGHT?
U.K : Alright your ass. It's hurt.
S.G : ... Sa-san? Are you Sa-san?
S.H : What are you talking about, Shirazu? Anyway, did both of you beat them into pulp? But this is too-
U.K : ... You.. don't remember?
S.H : Err.. 
S.G : Ouch... Sa-san, you're the one who beaten them into pulp. Not me, not Urie, not anyone else, but you.
S.H : I... did this?

Both of Shirazu and Urie nodded, Sasaki saw Saiko and Mutsuki hugging each other.
Their face look terrified when they saw Sasaki. 

What have I done? Did I really do this?

Then He come closer to one of delinquent with a broken finger.

"Hey, are you-?"

"D-DON'T TOUCH ME!! YOU MONSTER!!!"

Monster... Why this happen again?
I.. I have sworn to myself that I will change.
In the end, I-

Sasaki heard another footsteps, it's Amon-sensei.
He rushed to the next Sasaki, asking him what happened.
Before Sasaki answered the teacher question, Yomo asked Amon to bring Sasaki and his friend to the principal room meanwhile Yomo will call the ambulance.
Amon nodded then brought them to the principal room, all of them said nothing until they arrived at the principal room.

-Principal Room-
Amon knocked the door then He heard 'come in' from the room.
He opened the door then He told Sasaki and his friends to go in.

K.A : What kind of business do you have here?
A.K : Sasaki, explain it. I as your homeroom teacher want to know what happened on the roof.
S.H : Principal, I-It seems that I'm the one who beat them.
A.K : You have a fight on roof? And what do you mean with 'seems'?
S.H : I don't remember by myself, Shirazu told me that I am who beat them.
K.A : Is there any injured casualties, Amon?
A.K : Five students, all of them are third grade.
K.A : Where are them now?
A.K : Yomo just call ambulance, one of them.. his finger is broken.
K.A : *sigh* What have you done, Sasaki.. Why did you-
S.H : I SAID I DON'T REMEMBER! .... I really.. don't remember...
Y.S : *sob* DON'T BLAME MAMAN! IT'S NOT HIS FAULT, THOSE GUYS WHO STARTED IT FIRST!
M.T : That's right, principal Arima.. We have the proof here.

Mutsuki show the video. Principal Arima and Amon watched it from the beginning, where they smoking and drunk on rooftop and it ended just before Sasaki suddenly attack them.
Shortly after they watched the video, someone knocked the door. It's Yomo-sensei.

Y.R : Principal, the students have already picked up by ambulance. We cannot hide this from the others.
A.K : I'm aware about it.
Y.R : Then, Sasaki.. What happened back then? Why did you go berserk?
K.A : Yomo-sensei, just watch the video.

Amon show him the video. About what they said and what they are planning with Kirishima.
Yomo didn't say anything but Arima know that He is really mad from Yomo's expression.

A.K : Yomo, Kirishima is went overseas, right?
Y.R : ... Actually, principal Arima. She is in coma, because of those students.
A.K : Wha-!! Why you lie to me? And Why you didn't tell me about this?!
Y.R : I don't want trouble you anymore!! You've helped us more than enough!  
A.K : I told you that I don't mind to help you. *sigh* How long She is in coma?
Y.R : It's already four days, but She is still..
A.K : ... Mutsuki-kun, send me the video. I will call those kid's parents after they go back from hospitalized. And you Sasaki.. I know they are doing something bad but still you violate the school's rules. Therefore, I will give you a punishment too. Sasaki Haise, write apologize letter and you are banned from school for five days.
Y.S : WHAT?! BUT MAMAN-
S.H : No, Saiko. It's okay.. It's true that I can't control myself and I violate this school's rule. I will accept my punishment.
A.K : ... You are a wise person, Sasaki. Now you may go home and cool down your head for a week. I will take care of those students.

After they come out from the principal room, no one is talking.
Sasaki looked at Shirazu and Urie, both of them got some bruises too.

S.H : Shirazu, Urie.. Did you get hurt because of me too?
S.G : *gulp* Sa-san.. T-That's.. Uh..
S.H : .. I knew it. I'm really sorry guys, I'm really sorry. Saiko and Mutsuki too, you must be afraid of me. I'm sorry.
Y.S : Ma-Maman..

Sasaki bowed down to his friends, He didn't look at their faces then He turned around.
He left his friends and He went to his classroom to take his bag.
All of them looked shock because of blood stain on his uniform but He didn't pay attention to them.
He grab his bag and He left the classroom immediately.

-Sasaki's House-
After Sasaki arrived at his house, He threw his bag and went into the bathroom.
He took off his uniform and wash it, but the stain won't go away.
Sasaki give up and planned to throw it away.

... the worst. Today is the worst.  
Shirazu, Urie, they got hurt because of me.
Saiko and Mutsuki must be afraid of me.
... I really don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want to!
I am Sasaki Haise. Sasaki Haise. Sasaki Haise! SASAKI HAISE!!
I am not him. not him. NOT HIM!

-Anteiku-

Evening on that day, Sasaki insist himself to work at Anteiku.

*Crash* "AH! S-SORRY! I'M SORRY!!"

That is the third glasses that Sasaki broke that day.
Yoshimura, Irimi, and Koma look to each other, getting confuse that Sasaki is acting weird.
Besides He broke the glasses, He kept deliver the wrong order to the customer.

Y : Sasaki-kun?
S.H : Y-Yes manager?
Y : You can take the day off now. 
S.H : B-But..
Y : It's okay. I, Irimi, and Koma will handle it. Besides, you looks tired today.
S.H : ... I understand. Sorry, everyone.

Sasaki changed his uniform into his casual clothes.
He went to upstairs and like usual.. He visit Touka again.
But on that day, He don't talk too much like normally.  

"Touka, today I and the others reported those guys who locked us.
But I've done something awful to them.. and my friends too.
If Yomo-sensei didn't stop me back then, maybe they...
Touka.. Touka! I'm scared! I'm really scared!
I want to stay by your side. But what if I hurt you someday?
I don't want that happen! I don't want to hurt anyone! I.."

He can't hold his tears anymore. It's really painful for him, that He hurt his own best friends.
Sasaki just want to solve this incident and leave it to the teachers, but 'He' won't let him.
'He' who is reside in Sasaki's body and 'He' is the one who Sasaki hate.

-Sasaki's House-
It's getting late, Sasaki went to sleep soon after He got home.
That night, He had a nightmare.

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... Where am I? Is this a dream?

Hello, long time not see you, Sasaki.

Or, should I call you.. my other myself?

!! YOU!

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