This... can NOT be happening

Stuck on the bus

I have no idea where I'm going with this chapter so I'm sorry if it doesn't turn out well. For this one I have a 2,000 word goal, let's see if I can do it.

Shawn's pov:
Everything about last night should have been awkward right? I should've felt uncomfortable kissing him, it should've been awkward looking at those pictures with him, it should be awkward to talk to him. But it's not, I feel completely comfortable being around jack. We finish packing and go downstairs to meet the rest of the guys in the lobby. When we got down stairs we see cam, Nash, carter, Aaron, and Taylor,
"Where's Matt?" I ask walking towards them
"he went upstairs cause he forgot something" Taylor answers me. After Matt comes back we wait for the bus, the guys kept complaining about "how tired they were "and how they just wanted "to get on the bus and sleep". Jack was one of the only quiet ones out of all of the boys, he was just standing spacing out. He was probably pretty tired seeing as neither of us got any sleep last night,
" you tired?" I ask leaning toward him
"very" he answered closing his eyes for a few moment. The bus arrived shortly after that, and we all piled on.
After about an hour of being on the road jack turns to me
"I'm bored!!" He starts whining "sing me a song?" God he looks like a dork. When jack gets sleep deprived he acts like a six year old, it's honestly the cutest thing I've ever seen. "How will my singing fix you being bored?" I laugh,
"I don't know, your interesting and I like your singing so would you just do it" he moving his mouth around in funny ways.
"You need to get some sleep" he rolls his eyes, "I'm literally not even tired" he's absolutely ridiculous.
About 10 minutes later jack was sleeping soundly with his head on my shoulder. I looked out the window and thought for a while about everything that has happened over the past couple days. I was pulled from my thoughts when I saw Matt sit in the chair front of us facing me.
"Can I ask you an important question" he says
"um okay" I respond.
"Ya know when we were talking about that girl Emma?" I nod "you said you had a thing for someone else" I nod again.
I know what he's gonna ask, he's gonna ask who it is. He's gonna pesters about the person, he's not gonna shut up until I tell him everything. "Is that person..." he pauses and kinda laughs "I know this sounds kinda crazy, but is that person Gilinsky?". I slowly nod "yeah..." Matt starts smiling like a goofball, "awe you guys would be such a cute couple!! Omg that is literally soooo cute". I start to laugh while Matt continues to fan girl about how 'cute' we were and how we'd be 'couples goals' he sounds so much like a teenag girl sometimes.
He continued to ask me questions like
"how long have I liked him" and random questions like that. "Are you gonna tell him" his eyes light up
"noooo!!!! No no I'd never do that, no no NO" Matt laughs.
"Why not" I roll my eyes
"because it's jack, he likes girls not boys and even if he did like dudes he'd NEVER like me" Matt looks at me
"are you sure about that?" He raises an eyebrow.
"yeah I'm pretty sure, and I don't really wanna test that theory" I sigh and look back out the window.
"Are you sure he's not just secretly in love with you" Matt asks about ten minutes later,
"Matt stop," I say turning back to him. "As much as I'd like to believe that he likes me back, but he doesn't. I've excepted it, most of the time we the people we like don't like us back. When I started felling like this I didn't expect him to feel the same, I still don't. Just let it go Matt, these feelings will go away, trust me I'll be fine" I smile and Matt stares at me in disbelief about that whole statement.
"Ya see that's just annoying," he starts "you like him right" I nod "do you... love him?" I slowly nod again "are you in love with him" I pause before nodding a third time "then you should tell him that, so what if he doesn't feel the same way. You should tell just so you don't have to feel like you missed out on this big opportunity." God when did Matt become a genius life coach, this is coming from a guy who does idiotic things daily, I laugh
"when did you get so sappy".
Matt moved back to the front of his bus and resumed is seat next to carter. I felt jack move his head and he opened his eyes, he looked over at me. "how long have I need asleep" his voice sounded tired and groggy, it was absolutely adorable.
"I don't know, a couple hours I think" he picks his head up off my shoulder
"do you know where we are?" He asks, "about an hour outside of la" he nods.
"Soo what were you and Matt talking about?" He turns towards me.
My eyes widen oh shit I had no idea he was awake for that "you were awake for that?" I look back at him.
"I was half asleep I just didn't want to interrupt whatever it was you guys were talking about" my heart stops
"so how much did you actually here?" He thinks for a minute before saying "I don't really know, I think there was something about Matt being smart you liking one of the guys." He says
"oh um okay" my mouth was suddenly felt very dry, he looks me in the eye and raises an eyebrow
"so... are you gonna tell me who it is that you like?" I shake my head.
Jacks pov:
"Because it's jack, he likes girls not boys and even if he did like dudes he'd NEVER like me" I hear Shawn say. Wait what? Does Shawn like me? I decide not to open my eyes so I can hear more about what there talking about.
"are you sure about that?" He must be talking to Matt, I heard Shawn laugh
  "yeah I'm pretty sure, and I don't really wanna test that theory". I wish he would test that theory
"Are you sure he's not just secretly in love with you" did Matt really know?
"Matt stop," Shawn says "As much as I'd like to believe that he likes me back, but he doesn't. I've excepted it, most of the time we the people we like don't like us back. When I started felling like this I didn't expect him to feel the same, I still don't. Just let it go Matt, these feelings will go away, trust me I'll be fine" god I don't think it's possible for me to love this boy more. I zone out for a minute until I hear Matt say something important
"are you in love with him?" I feel Shawn nod. He's in love with me? I feel as though my heart was going to beat out of my chest.When Matt walks back over I he's seat I decide to open my eyes and talk to Shawn.
"So... are you gonna tell me who it is that you like?" Shawn shakes his head,
"why not? I though we were becoming friends, but I guess not" I say in a sarcastic voice only half kidding.
"Fine you guess correctly I'll tell you" Shawn looks away in an adorable way,
"okay is it... cam?" I play along with me not knowing. He shakes his head "Nash? Taylor? Aaron?" He shakes his head again "carter? Oh my god is it Johnson? You guys would be adorable together".
"It's not Johnson" Shawn stops my rant,
"I guess that's all of them, you told me if I guessed it right you'd tell me! You lied! Whatever I'll get that answer out of you eventually" I laugh.
"That was Not all of them" he mutters under his breath but I decide to let that slide. We arrive shortly after in la and we head to the hotel to meet up with Johnson.
"Jack!!!!!!"
"Jack!!!!!!" Me and Johnson scream when we see each other, he runs up and hugs me. We split up and go to our separate rooms, me with Johnson, Nash with cam, carter and Taylor, and Shawn with Matt. Me and Johnson start catching up when we get up the stairs, I told him everything from the coffee date to the bus ride. "So he's in love with you, the question is are you in love with him?" I sorta think I am in love with him...
I made it 1,500 not quite my goal but I was having trouble writing this chapter. But I have a pretty solid idea of what I'm gonna write for the next chapter.