This... can NOT be happening

Final day

Here goes nothing, sorry about the wait I really hope it was worth it, so I want you too enjoy 😊

Mendes' pov:
I wake up in the morning with butterflies. Not only was it the last day of magcon for the next couple of months but also I have to say good bye to the boys, including jack. As much as I was exited to go back to Canada and see my family I'm really gonna miss this. I'm not sure if magcon is going to happen next year and I'm not sure if or when we're all gonna be together again.
Nash and cam had some sort of falling out and refuse to talk to each other, Taylor thinks Cam is obnoxious, carter and Aaron are really mad at Taylor for some reason (Just in the story, no idea about in real life. I don't really keep up on the drama). The whole group is crumbling and I just want them to fix everything before we split up. My idea for today is to invite all the guys over so we can fix everything and have a good last day
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After the show we all head to me and matts room to hang out for our last night together.
"I can't believe magcon is over tomorrow" cam says throwing himself onto Matt's bed,
"I can't believe I'm not gonna see all of you every day anymore" Taylor adds
"I know it's all seems so weird to think about" I respond
"Guys we should make one last video or vine or something" Johnson tells.
We decided to make some kind of food challenge thingy on cams YouTube channel. Which I thought sounded interesting and all but I didn't want to participate. While Matt, Cam and Nash were scarfing down pickles the rest of us were hysterically laughing in the background.
The night continued on with us all running around, laughing, and hanging out. At one point carter and Taylor ran down the halls in their underwear. But the night was over much too quickly, and the boys had to get back to their rooms.
Cam, Nash, Aaron, Carter, and Taylor all wanted to go out to McDonald's since they we hungry and not ready for the night to be over. Matt, the jacks and I however were tired wanted to stay in.
"Bye guys see you in the morning, be safe" Jack j called down the hallway,
"God you're  such a mom Johnson" Matt laughed.
"Screw you" he responded
"Oh Johnson wasn't there something we really needed to do tonight?" Matt said winking
"Oh yes, we did have that um thing that's gonna take all night" Johnson said
"Yeah we should go to your room and work on said thing" why are they being so odd
"Matt you should stay there tonight so we can work on it, Gilinksy you should stay here" Johnson suggested
"Yeah that's a good idea, we should leave now though, bye Shawn bye jack" Matt says rushing out of the room pulling Johnson with him.
"What do you think that was about?" Jack says laughing,
"Not sure but it was really weird" I start to laugh too. Oh god this was extremely awkward,
"Why is this so awkward?" I ask,
"I don't now, I miss when we could talk like normal people and not have it be awkward" he responds.
"Me too, I mean we made out a few times what's the big deal?" I kind of laugh,
"Because I'm in love with you" jack says lie it's not big deal. Did jack just say he was in love with me??? He just sits there smiling like a dork while my eyes go wide and butterflies erupt in my stomach. He can't be in love with me, I mean he's jack he's perfect. As my brain over analyzes and I mentally freak out he raises an eyebrow, so I figured I should probably respond.
"Umm- wh-aat?" I choke,
"Did you actually not hear me or do you just want me to say it again?" He laughs.
"No-I-uh heard you but um I just didn't like-uh-understand it" I mutter not making eye contact
"You don't understand what?" Jack says smiling
"I um don't really know I was uh just a bit um confused" god I need to stop stuttering.
"Hey I'm sorry if I made things awkward or uncomfortable it's just the last day of magcon and I wanted to tell you before it ends" he says sheepishly outing is head down, ugh he's so cute and all I want to do is make out with him but I can't. Wait why the fuck can't I? I lean over, grab his face and kiss him.
Jacks pov:
Shawn grabs my face and kisses me, I'm a bit shocked but I kiss him back. My brain starts to think about what exactly is happening. I pull away. We both just sat there really uncomfortable for a few minutes before I spoke.
"Ya know I think it was less awkward when we were making out" he says
"And a hell of a lot more fun" I say kissing him.
I can't believe it took all of magcon to tell him anything and it's all over tomorrow.
"You are an excellent kisser" I say breaking away from the kiss for an oxygen break, i start to kiss down his neck and jawline.
"And so-ah-are you" he stutters as I suck leaving a few little marks near his pulse point, "it's gonna be very noticeable to the guys of you keep marking me like that"
"I just want everyone to know that you're mine, I get to kiss you and leave hickeys down your neck, but they can not" I whine sounds like slightly selfish,
"Oh god jack your such a dork" he laughs pulling me back up to capture my lips with his, he real was a good kisser.
Okay so the end wasn't very good and I'm so unbelievably sorry about how long it took me to update. A lot more people started reading than I thought would and it made me very happy and want to update. So I really hope you enjoyed it, I'll try to write more often.