This... can NOT be happening

Magcon round 2

So magcon is starting back up this chapter!! But it's gonna be awkward since Shawn and jack are still broken up, hope y'all enjoy.
Shawn's pov:
It's been over a month since I broke up with jack, and I'm still not really over it yet. Getting on this plane was a really hard decision because of that. We were sort of a thing for about 6 months and I'm going to be stuck with him for at least 3 more. I'm still very mad at him though, because about two weeks after we broke up he dm me accusing me of never liking him and dating Hailey Baldwin. He went on to say terrible terrible things about me even telling me he didn't care for me and never did. So far I haven't talked to him since then, but I often see posts of him and sometimes we'll comment on each other's accounts. I ended up telling most of the guys about our relationship due to the fact that they noticed how sad we were.
I feel like I over reacted to the things that he said to me, they weren't actually that bad. I just wasn't wanting to tell people about us, which I ended up doing after the break up. It hurts me to know that I hurt him and it it makes me so sad to think that I may have broke his heart but  he also broke mine. The situation could have been handled better and I know that, which is the main reason I'm nervous for the next few months, cause I know it's my fault. None of this ever would have happened if it weren't for me.
Walking into the hotel where I was meeting the boys was a very stressful time. I was not mentally prepared to see jack and have the guys pester me with questions. When I enter the lobby I'm met with Matt, Nash, and Cameron jumping on to me. I laugh and my eyes scan the room seeing who was here. Cam, Nash, Hayes, carter, Matt, and Aaron were here but no Taylor, Johnson, or jack.
"Now that we're all her we can split off into rooms" Nash shouts,
"What this is it? Where is.." I pause and they all look at me like I just brought up derek shepherds death on grey's anatomy(sorry if that was a spoiler😬) "are- where are the others"
"Taylor is on a family vacation vacation and will meet up with us in Washington, and some one close to the jacks broke a bone or something so there gonna come on the next stop" Cameron explains.
"Who was hurt?" I ask
"Um it was uh Gilinsky's girlfriend... I'm sport Shawn" Matt answers awkward,
"Oh he has s girlfriend now, that's great" I fight back the urge to either cry or punch the wall cause I want this to be a fun trip "Well this is going to be crazy fun, even with out the others who we'll see soon anyway. Who is sleeping with who?"
"I want Arron" Hayes says from Where he's sitting on Arron's back, "and we'll take carter too so he's not all alone"
"Hey who says I'd be alone!" He yells but Hayes just laughs. Nash and cam were obviously together, which meant I was with Matt of course.
"We are going to have THE BEST time" Matt exaggerates
"Oh yeah we will" I open the door and throw my self onto the bed,
"But first," he looks serious "are you alright, ya know with everything"
"I don't know any more, but I don't want to be mopey the whole time we're here" I shrug
"You just got out of a long term relationship and now you have to go on tour for 3 months with him, people will understand if your a little sad sometimes"
"I forgot how weirdly good at advice you are" I chuckle "So.. jack has a girlfriend now"
"Jack has a girlfriend now" he repeats.
"Oh god I don't know how I'm gonna get through this tour!!" I sigh
"You have me duh" we talk for a while before deciding to get some rest for tomorrow's show.
Gilinsky's pov:
Today me and jack are flying down to Florida to meet up with all the magcon guys. And I personally wouldn't exactly classify myself as happy about it. I told all the guys that my 'girlfriend' had broken her ankle, but in reality I'm still pining over Shawn and just wasn't ready to see him yet. After the breakup I got really sad and then suddenly really mad which made me say some pretty horrible things to Shawn. I'm still heartbroken over the whole thing and I don't know who I'm supposed to spend the next three months with him. I had a really bad feeling about this whole thing as we arrived in Florida, kind of wishing I'd stayed home.
"Are you ready for this?" Jack asks as we stand outside of the hotel,
"No, but let's go inside" I say.
When we get to the hotel i see Nash walking through the lobby,
"Oh my god jack, jack I haven't seen you guys in forever!!" He runs over to hug us "we're all chilling upstairs in Matt's room, come on"
Nash opens the door for us and we go in to see Matt, cam, Hayes, carter, and Aaron, I didn't see Shawn which was something I was very thankful for
"Jack?" A familiar voice say coming out of the bathroom "oh hey guys- uh- it um nice to see you I guess"
Shawn goes over to Matt and sits down next to him. I hope and pray that he doesn't notice my lingering stare, it's just he got ripped since the last time I saw him. If this was the last magcon we would be sneaking glances and kissing in elevators but now it's empty stares and awkward silence.
"So Guys should we maybe film a video??" cam suggests in a ridiculous voice, every one agrees and the video takes about two hours to film.
"Hey I'm gonna hit the hay" Jonson says and I follow him out of the room
"That was horrible" I whine "why does he have to be sooo hot, and also sooo mad at me still"
"You'll be okay Gilinsky! One day down only three months to go" he snorts.
I'm gonna try to make the next one really long, my goal is going to be about 3-4 thousand. I hope you guys enjoyed it