Her lovely ways

Reckless

Finally out of all the dispute in mind if I should or shouldn't call Camelia,I called her. At first she was busy and couldn't answer so I her brother told me she'll call after,so I made bracelets as I waited anxiously. Camelia called back and I asked her if she wanted a piece of my cake for breakfast and she said yes. As I asked her this, I was being told that my siblings and everyone at home,including me,had to give a hand at church. After being told that we needed to help I asked Camelia if she was feeling any better after her knowing of her crush not being single and she felt okay,afterwards I had to say goodbye. I wanted to talk to her more,i was so devastated because I didn't even make our conversation worth her time. I was so aggravated because she only likes me as a friend and only a friend.

Today was wonderful! Camelia arrived and gave me a present,with orange gift paper stoking out covering four bags of tea and a book,the gift bag was small with a colorful cupcake on the side and blue stripes. I was so happy and full of surprise because it was unexpected. She wore a short black dress with a white cardigan and a pretty small white flower on her cardigan and as I admired her outfit, I asked her if she needed company today and she joyfully said yes.

When we arrived to our usual spot,she told me about how great the book was and recommended that I should read it. I then read the beginning if this story to her skipping the names,she enjoyed it and thought it was interesting. Afterwards her friend arrived and so I said goodbye,"Your leaving?"she said with worry and friendliness in her voice. Our eyes stared into each other's and her light brown eyes looked peaceful and calm and a bit anxious to know my response,"Yes I'm leaving now, but you're not alone anymore." As I left I had a grin rise on my face.

After the beginning of school,i saw her again I called her name and yelled hello, but she kept going and I just watched her until I saw her no more. Because of the present Camelia gave me,many wished me happy birthday and I just thought of her eyes when she stared into mine and the love inside.

After school we headed out and my brother,Cat,and I saw a friend we said hello and then she left and Camelia joined us and walked with us to the front of the school. As we walked through the crowds, I held on to her her to not lose her and to guide her as Cat held into me. After letting go, I wanted to keep hold of her but not of her shoulders but her gentle hand. I was behind her and I felt a motion of getting close and holding her and letting her know I existed. Every motion we toke, I felt as if I were close to her,making the crowd be the only thing around us. We headed outside and I said goodbye for the last time today. I feel like my heart wanted to run after her, I feel like my mind wants to speak itself,but I'm just afraid that if I do let my mind speak,she might not want to be around me anymore she might reject what's inside of me.

------stay with me guys the good parts are soon to come

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