Her lovely ways

Gentle

I felt terribly sick today. I stayed up all night trying to sleep but I just kept thinking of her and my throat was sore,as if something hot had burned it. So I decided to make some sleeping tea and read the bible,finding out that Leviticus 18:22 homosexuality is an abomination. I told myself as if in prayer," God,if you love me why can't we love those of our same sex?"

Her smooth goddess light skin close and her warmth around me as her soft angel-like lips on mine and our world becoming nothing but darkness and my hands on her soft...."HI GUYS."Her voice like usual,high in pitch,sweet and full of energy. My head rose and her hand softly on my right shoulder and down on my back,as my eyes looked at hers with a sign of "I'm okay". Her red lips moved in disappointment,"I'm going to get breakfast now,but I lost my id," then I heard myself say,"You want me to get breakfast for you since I won't eat it today?"she said yes,so I got my tired sick body up and headed to the line to get her breakfast and then to our usual morning spot.As my aching body kept alarming me of it's pain,i tried to find a seat next to her but she had her things in both sides of her ,so I just stood and looked at her. I wanted to sit and tell her what's lurking about in my heart, I felt confident and wanted to do it,but I couldn't.

All weekend long my sickness became worst,the. I felt well but then again sore throat. As the weekend continued I kept her in mind and how excited I was to get to see her on Monday.

Monday approached. We got dropped of by Cats rock-a-holo mom and as we walked to the inside I waved hello to my first period friend and then the cafeteria. Camelia came in with a blacking sleeve whit a sparkly good collar and a short plaid skirt and black stockings and red lip stick and nicely shaped eye liner. I spoke to her,then a moment of silence and I wanted to just to just look at her and admire all the beauty, I think she knows that she's the nameless girl in my story.

I saw Camelia after the start of school and I felt anxious to know that she might be waiting for me,but instead she waited for a friend and so I said hello and sent inside my first period class. As I walked in, my eyes caught onto Emma's eyes and I smiled playfully with my red lips with a smirk.

During my expository reading and writing class,we went to the library. My mind quickly jumped to looking for Camelia,later finding her sitting looking at her iPod and surrounded by four other people. I wanted to say hello but I didn't achieve the energy to go to her so instead I went to the door and waited until my entire class was done. At least now I know she doesn't have my lunch.