Her lovely ways

Fondness

I don't understand why this all of a sudden Emma not speaking to me is really bugging me. Now everyday,every week,every time she was in mind, I became obsessed with the thought of her existence. My mind was on everything she was,her beautiful soft round brown and green eyes,her soft-looking light skin. She was but a dream to become a story with no sense of mind,she was just a precautions thought.

I became fed up with her ignorance towards me,towards my universe,now all the time after school I would be so bothered by the disappearance of our no-longer existing friendship. I felt my anger seep to my pores and my personality was different,as if plundered by many burdens. I felt my every days become much more focused on her distance she had towards me, I felt my smile go down. Many times I try talking to her. Once I wrote her a letter apologizing for whatever I have done wrong,at the end of this letter I wrote with sincerity to wait for me after class and talk more,the bell finally rang and that time I felt killed. She grabbed her things swiftly and left rapidly, I watched her with sudden dispose and no rapid gesture of her notice that I have seen what she had done. Two days after in second period I achieved the courage to stop her and talk to her. The period ended and I head towards her. As she went to the door,no realizing what I have done was ride, I called Emma as she spoke to her friend," Emma I need to ask you something." As we went out the door she heard me and stopped looked at me and repeated it and she told me with confusion,"ummm wait I have to get something from my friend." I waited and waited, I became a little inpatient but I told myself,"just wait," one of my friends came out and I started talking to him and she came of the class room and she was speaking to her friend and as she walked she looked at me. Was I stood up? Why? What is going on? Please tel me? My world was now about her and trying to figure out why she was doing it.

I needed to stop talking to her,my words were and are nothing to her,days passed and every time, I looked at her or saw her angelic existence,my heart would jump a beat,but sadness would gather around it he's sues she was just a dream. The last two weeks of school approached and more courage and curiosity to whys she was like the way she was towards me.

One day I told myself I will move mountains and anything in order to find out the reasons why.

----the story has turned 😦😏