In a dream I had, I saw Camelia go into an open door and I was far,so I just watched her go in and then I went in the warm midnight beach and swam and at times I let the waves take me in further, I then felt like I should go back and so I did,after, I awoke. During the day I decided to go to the a frozen yogurt place and I decided to invite Camelia, I felt calm talking to her. I thought how happy I would be if I were close to her,but all died today,hopes,chances,dreams,thoughts,and a feeling I once felt for her.
As she spoke how good the story was, I had to ask,"So just to ask out of curiosity,would I ever have a chance with you?" Her sweet, calming voice answered,"No, I like boys,but in another world most definitely,because you're a sweetheart and really pretty." I felt the world was just some place to be today. I wish I was in that other world.
Lately she has been accompanied by another friend so I stayed in the cafeteria with my friends. I've been wanting to ask her if I should keep trying or just quit and yet I haven't been able to ask her. Why can't we just try to go to that other world, I guess I should just keep trying,all I really want is a girl who is up to dating me as an adventure,a girl who's not afraid of kissing, a girl that's straight and likes to experiment. I wish she was that girl.
Now,days have gone by I still talk to Camelia and some fresh and try to go out with me,but they're not my type,they are beautiful though I do have to say that. I learned if a nice place to take out friends and dates called 'cafe gratitude'. I met this pretty junior named Natilie and I invited her to the cafe. As I walked to my last period I thought that I forgot to ask her for her number,my brain sometimes is a bit of a failure when im nervous, I just hope no one can tell.
I then messaged KC if she was up for the vegan cafe for a friendly date and said yes. I had to think that one through a bit because things between us are 'whatever'. So I guess my life has taken another step to being happy again.
Natalie was just another drop by figure. She was pretty but some how Emma was back to my little mind.
-------GASP EMMAS BACK!!!!!!
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RomanceYes my story sucks so what?!just a warming there's a lot of buffer like parts but honestly this is my true story from when I was 17....Robbin thinks life is haven. Always friendly and meeting extra charming people. Now Robbins last year of high scho...
