Suicide Note

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I was pushed to the edge today and I know it will happen again if I don't end it now. Scott picked out every single flaw on my body, I had to try so hard to not cry in front of everyone. Just so you know mom, you yelling at me when I got home didn't help at all, and when you said I was being a two year old for crying when you yelled well Scott is the reason I was crying! So how do you feel now? This is my last goodbye and I guess it's not very good but that's kind of like my life. I don't even think I'll miss anyone too much except for a few friends but at least I'll be at peace, not having to suffer every second of the day. When you find me just know

I was unhappy with myself and I hated myself. Dad I want you to know that you cause a lot of pain in my life and that every time I heard you yell I wanted to cut deeper and deeper. None of you ever understood the pain I went through and you all just brushed it off and called me crazy. I guess this is goodbye. Don't worry if I'm in heaven or hell because I honestly believe I was living in worse than hell. Goodbye Forever!

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