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Blind

At school Stella came up to me at lunch saying "Are you really gonna eat that cookie? You're so fat! You should just stop eating and die slowly, at least you would die skinny you fat ass!" I ran into the bathroom lifted up my sleeves and cut up my wrist. I decided not to eat today because what Stella said was absolutely true! Once I got home my sister ran to the couch and started FaceTimeing Tim! She said "You should come over baby." in a fake sweet voice, he responded "Ok i'll be right over babe." I grabbed her phone and yelled "Ok bye Tim!" I asked my sister why she was so serious about him when she was only in 6th grade, she responded with "I love him, we are meant for eachother." *Wow how cheesy* I said "Whatever but no going in your room! Only stay downstairs!" She rolled her eyes, I started cooking her dinner only to find out she ordered pizza for when Tim was over! I didn't care it was just macaroni. I heard the doorbell and knew it was Tim, by the way my sister sped to the door. Once he got in our house he was making out with my sister! I ran over to them and told him to stop being such a pig, he replied "It's not my fault your sister is so smokin' and I wanna get in her pants!" I looked at my sister to find her blushing over this! I slapped him across the face and my sister hugged him and said she was sorry for my behavior! I screamed at her saying "Kenzie I'm sorry for his behavior! Don't you see he's just with you because he wants to use you! He's fake and doesn't deserve you!" She just kissed him on the cheek and they sat down together on the couch. Once the pizza got here it was 6:00 p.m. Tim inhaled five slices in a matter of minutes, I was disgusted. After dinner they watched a movie together, and by 9:30 p.m I kicked him out, I didn't want him getting too close to my sister... EVER! She fell asleep a couple minutes after he left. I was relieved, I could finally take a shower and get to bed. My mom didn't get home until 11:00 p.m, I didn't really care though. By the morning my mom was gone once again and school was closed because of icy roads. My sister woke up at 7:00 a.m and said "Tim is coming over." I asked her if she knew that he was using her and he wasn't a good person, she just replied "No he's not! You're just jealous because a guy actually likes me. He is a good person, you just don't want me to be better than you!" she took a shower, probably to get away from me. Tim got to our house while she was still in the shower. *Ohh do I have some things to say to him!* I let him in to be greeted rudely by him saying "Where is Kenzie?" I told him she was in the shower trying to wash his dirt off of her. He laughed and kicked my shin making me fall to the ground. I screamed at him, my sister must have heard me because she turned off the shower and ran downstairs in only a towel! Tim went to her and tried to take that towel off of her! *This sick pervert, he's disgusting! Why doesn't my sister notice this?* They went to the movies without me so heavens knows what they're doing there. This really frustrates me, she's going to get her heart broken, then what? I just tell her "I told you so!" what else could I do when that happens? Eventually she is going to give in to his pressure and I won't be able I stop it. She and Tim got home at 4:00 p.m I asked what took so long but he laughed and she looked embarrassed, I made Tim leave and oddly my sister didn't protest. I asked her what had happened and she said "He called me a bitch." I told her "Just go along with it, stay with him and see how far he actually wanted to take it anyways." She said "okay". I can't believe I just told her to stay with him! I just want to prove her wrong for once I guess. But what if he forces her into something? Oh god what have I done?