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Trying to spend as much time as you possibly can with Tom while he is free is one of favourite things to do. A chuckle escapes your lips every now and then as Tom retells all of the embarrassing stories and pranks the cast of Spider-man: Homecoming did on him and with him while he was filming for said movie. The both of you are currently chilling on your balcony; a thin blanket draped over your shoulders as the wind brushes against your face occasionally and thankfully, the weather is really fine tonight. The sky is illuminated by the moon and the beautiful stars. "I'm glad you had a lot of fun, Tom." You smile at him, grateful that he had managed to find some amazing friends that are a keeper. You take a sip of your cola and look up at the sky; it's been a while since you had gone star-gazing with anyone. Tom nods his head, grinning widely. He definitely had immense fun hanging out with the lot – they are almost like a family to him at this point. He reckons he misses them a lot too, now that everyone is off doing this and that and sometimes, all of them are not even in the same country. "Yeah, I really am." You let out a sigh as you place your cola beside you. "I have got a random question for you, love." You could feel Tom's eyes on you. "What's your biggest fear, Tom?" You ask him quietly, eyes trailing from one star to another as you try to determine if you can recognize any of them. Tom furrows his eyebrows as he takes a few seconds to answer the question. He bumps his shoulder against yours before placing your hand that he has been holding the entire night on his lap. "You." Tom answers softly and you frown as you look away from the sky to stare at him. Tom catches the look of hurt on your face right before it disappears, replaced by another expression and he hurriedly proceeds to rectify the misunderstanding. His right hand is playing with your fingers. "Don't get me wrong, darling." Tom starts and you continue to stare at him. "What do you mean by 'you'?" Tom lifts your hand to his mouth and presses a kiss on your knuckles. "There reason behind that is because there might come a day where you will look in the mirror and realized that you are this amazing, kind, wonderful person and that you deserve better than me." Tom explains and he doesn't give you a chance to interrupt as he continues to talk. "What if one day I wake up and you are finally able to see yourself as how I see you; how I love you." He can't really deny the concern that he has regarding this – love can be a fickle thing sometimes. You shake your head, a little upset at what Tom had just told you because literally every single thing he has said is what you honestly feel every now and then. "That's preposterous." You protest, shaking your head once more. "Everything you said – those are my words, Tom. I am no one in the industry and there are quite a lot of women out there that is more suited to be with you." You can feel Tom's eyes on you but you simply just continue talking. "I am absolutely terrified out of my wits – terrified that you will leave for someone better, someone that's not like, you know, me." You finish lamely and Tom looks as affronted as you had been when he said he is afraid that you might someone "Y/N, when I pursued you and confessed to you; I meant what I said then. When I date you, I am dating all of you which includes the parts of you that you may not like and the parts that you are working on – I am not going to leave you even if someone better comes by because I am in love with you, not them." Tom leans forward to kiss you on your forehead before drawing your head against his chest and you smile as you wrap your arms around your boyfriend's body. "I love you, Tom." Tom chuckles, pressing his lips atop of your head. "I love you too, babe." written by tgwltw on tumblr
