Just Friends (A Damie Fanfic!)

Time in Ireland

***Disclosure: This is a Damie Fanfic! The characters are based on the identities of Jamie Dornan and Dakota Johnson but are pure fictional. This story follows only Jamies POV and starts after Robin Hood Origins wraps and Jamie has been apart from Amelia and Dakota for quite some time. What happens when Fan Fiction and gossip starts to fill Jamies head.. Jamie must draw the line between fantasy and reality in this story. Flash backs to filming and such are included as well. Events and sequence may or may not coincide with true events.

Time in Ireland

I arrived in the wee hours today back to my home of Belfast. I love this place. I have been working so hard and with Amelia traveling for work and the girls with her family in London, I considered taking a small break from all the bullshit and go home. Amelia hates it here so she would have probably complained. I didnt tell her a damn fuck about my plans. I walk down the airport and get spotted by two fans who I agree to take photos with if they do so quietly and be on their way. One girl hands me a photograph of Dakota and I on in Paris for the honeymoon and we are on a ledge. I have signed this one before and I look over it carefully remembering everything that happened that day so vividly. I forget the girl is waiting for me to sign the damn thing. I start to look over Dakota starting from the bottom of her thighs all the way to her arms wrapped around my neck. I look at us kissing and smiling. Those were such good times.

I look up at the fan who is obviously nervous I wont sign the damn thing and she smiles at me half apologetically. I smile back and sign it without a second thought. My signature large enough to cover Dakotas entire ass and some of my arm. I think I did that subconsciously. I walk out to the front and grab a cab after picking up my luggage and I am off to the golfing tournament and hotel. I told my dad to meet me over there. In the cab, I look over twitter and all the bullshit on there. The studio had me cancel my personal account but I got one as a fan of myself and I check it regularly. I also avoid commenting on crazy fans posts because I may say something on there I will regret. Some fans hate the missing hair and make funny jokes about me being bald now. Others swear I am divorced and living a secret life with Dakota and some even think we are pregnant and expecting. I read these updates all the time. You have two sides to the coin the haters of Amelia and my marriage and the ones who hate Dakota with a passion that is scary and quite possibly bordering psychotic. These Jamelia shippers are bonkers and say really hurtful things about Dakota. Oh, wow I havent talked to Dakota in a while and I decide I should text her. She should be doing something fun.

I send her a text just with the words Hey Pretty Girl! and I wait for her response. In like a minute my phone vibrates and it is her. I feel excited to see what she was up to. LA is 8 hours behind so its like midnight there. Oh, shit maybe she is texting to tell me she is sleeping. I slide my phone open and see, Hey sugar whats up? I have missed you so much! Why didnt you just call me booger face! I am up and alone! No paps here. Oh, wow she misses me too. She is up. I text her that I will call her in like 10 minutes and get out of the cab. I walk to reception and give the lady my reservation number and she smiles as she hands me my key card. I am practically running to my room to call Dakota and I trip over my own bloody suitcase. Fuck. Okay focus you got to call Kota. I drop down on the bed and quickly press call. Hello? she says after one ring. Hey baby girl, whats been happening. I heard Gucci is going well and you have been looking nice and fit lately. I stop before I say something I will regret and then realize I have been way too much on twitter. Dornan, have you been spying on me online? Because that is sort of stalker sexy and it is not appropriate. I believe we are just friends and you good sir are crossing that line. I look at the ceiling and laugh the fakest type of way you can. Well you know playing certain characters has transformed me into a weirdo for sure. Hows the fam? They are great and yes I have been good. I missed you so much. Whats been happening in your life as of late I did see you wrapped on Robin Hood Yes, I did it was fun but nothing compares to this girl I did a trilogy with. We became best friends. I really miss her! Damn, wish you were her! I would really be happy to see her, I chuckle. Oh yeah, she is a doll I heard. Hopefully you arent cheating on your wife with this chick although those are all the online rumors. I heard she is a real slut and homewrecker and likes married costars with kids. I heard you have already fucked her good on set while the cameras were rolling. Was it hot? I feel like my breath is gone. Oh, it was hot. We had sex in plain sight while they filmed us. We repeatedly fucked on set and off. Do you know where she has been??. Her breath hitches and she moans a little. Dakota, are you turned on? I say in a whisper. Yes, you fuck and it is not nice to get me excited when a girl has been by herself for so long. Jamie, I am so lonely here and it is hard to not have relief. I stutter the next sentence out, I—m sorry I didnt mean to do that please forgive me! I wish I could help you out. Damn that sounded wrong. Jamie, you know that is not a promising idea. I know you dont mean that. I am sorry I shouldnt have said that to you I am sorry, you turd! Hey, lets just video chat and then you could really help me next time! Just kidding loser! I have one better. How about you and I meet up like for a secret rendezvous? I can fly over to you in 2 days. What do you say? Pizza date and movies at your place!. She giggles and then says, Hell yes lets please I have missed you so much. Bye hun see you soon! Wait, you forgot something. I want you to blow me a kiss, I say almost begging her. She does and then adds Love ya daddy, Bye!, in her most seductive voice. Bye, giggles miss you even though you are a flirt.

After that call, I cannot contain myself. I go and take a cold shower and try to focus on the tournament. I know I kind of crossed a line. Dakota and I are good mates and sometimes we joke a little too much. I even found myself getting turned on. I should text Millie and see about the girls. As much as people think Dakota and I are an item, we most definitely are not. Seriously, I cannot believe some of the shit I read but I have read a lot on the matter. I mean Dakota and I are very close and we have had a couple of close calls. In Hamburg, after the Darker premiere I was kind of fucked up and I had diarrhea of the mouth. I said some pretty intense things and we ended up in a compromising situation. I asked her to come to my room. I wasnt with Amelia.

I remember opening the door and there she was a looking like a fucking sex pot. I was really turned on and I had a boat load of inappropriate ideas for that night. If she didnt stop me I would have fucked her all over that suite. I would have made her come over and over. I would have given her the Dornan D alright! I kissed her and she pulled back at first but then was into it and I could feel the energy. It was so intense. I recall her fisting my hair and my hand went in between her legs and up her robe. She was freshly showered and she smelled like soap and perfume. I find no underwear as I go to feel her pussy. It is just bare skin no light hair nothing. I palm her and rub her clit and simultaneously insert my middle finger inside her. She moaned so hard at me almost a roar in my mouth. I know she wanted me. Her wetness told me so. I knew I could have her. Then she turned cold and pushed me away. I looked into her hurt eyes and she said for the first time something that hurt me, Fuck Jamie, what is this? What do you want to fuck up your family? I cant do this Jamie. I love you and we are good friends but we cannot do this and ruin everything. Please dont make me lose my trust in you. I felt tears run down my face and I turn away from her. She came from behind me and touched my bare shoulders and slid her hands around my waist. Jamie, I will stay with you if you want me to. I can hold you tonight if you want. She kissed my shoulder and waited for my answer. I composed myself and told her it was merely a loss of morality on my part and that she was right. Amelia did not deserve that. But that was one mistake a very long time ago. I shake the memory away and my mind is filled with confusing thoughts.