Just Friends (A Damie Fanfic!)

Sunday

I slept in her bed last night, holding her, kissing her, and when I wanted her she allowed me free access to her body. We made love 4 times before dawn. I never felt so right in my entire life. I have so much to think about. I know I want this but do I not want Amelia? I hope the rest of this weekend I can figure something out. I sleep like a log and wake to the smell of pancakes and bacon. Oh, she is cooking me breakfast. How cute and domestic. Amelia hasn't cooked for me in ages and I remember never being fond of her cooking. Talented yes but not in the cooking area.

I stroll into the kitchen where I see My goddess prancing around in my shirt and looking delicious. She has not noticed I am there and she is listening to some Halsey. I love this song and she looks amazing dancing around the kitchen to it. I just sit at the counter looking at her. When I see, she wont be turning around anytime soon I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist. Took you long enough sleepy head!. I lean my head into the crook of her neck and take in her scent. The natural flower perfume that comes off her cleansed skin. I want to bottle that. She has no makeup on and it is how I like to look at her. Her freckles peeking out around her cheeks and nose. Her lips moist and tender waiting to be kissed.

Are you making me breakfast Mrs. Grey?, I chuckle. Mmhmm, she nods yes and licks her lips. Jamie, do you think that we would have found each other if not for fifty shades of grey? I mean not at that time but ever. Do you think we are where we are right now, like, with each other, and the confusion we have about our feelings because of a movie?. Dakota, I know the movies brought us together but the feelings are genuine because we spent so much time together that it was easy to fall in love with you. You brightened so many gloomy days for me. You cared for the girls with kindness and like a mother would. I fell for you for everything that is Dakota and not Anastasia. I mean she was cute too but you made her into Dakota. You were my other half for 3 years. Longer than my marriage has been. It wont be easy to do this but we have to feel it out and figure something to do. I promise I will try to do right by you. I am just so torn. She sighs and hugs me around my waist, I know what I said Jamie. I am completely aware that I am starting a dirty game I cannot back out of now. I will fight fire with fire and I will get you to realize how much you love me. Because I am worth it, Dornan. The girls adore me. I need to give this my all and then if you decide I am not for you we can let it die. I will always be your friend. I will try my hardest to respect your decision. Okay?.

Mmmhmm is all I could say to that. I kiss her on the lips and she turns to finish breakfast.