When i met Demi....

Maddie

Ok guys I'm suppppper super sorry for not updating, my personal life has been crazy hectic. One I finaly told my parents I was a lesbian and two I now have the most amzing girlfriend. Also my depression has been getting quite bad lately so I just needed some 'me' time to get myself back on track

So last week I broke my wrist and well so far this week has been better. Both Demi and I have been spending much more time together, Ella has been hanging out with her best friends Josh and Jamie. Lastly little Logan has been sleeping better at night. B my sister moved out three days ago just next door so we still see her, I also gave her a job at my cafe. I've been thinking a lot lately about mine and Demi's wedding, I would like Logan to be our ring bearer so we've got to wait a while before he can walk. That's not stopping me from looking at the type of dress I'd like or what I'd like Dallas, B, and Ella to wear. I've also decided that my parents are not coming to the wedding. They said themselves I was a disgrace to them so why the fuck should I invite them to my wedding!

"babe my mom asked if Maddie could spend the night, apparently she's been acting up again so I said time with us will do her good." Demi spoke. We were already driving to her moms to pick up Ella as she had wanted a sleep over. "yeah that's fine baby but no nerf guns this time." I chuckled, last time they shot us multiple times using my nerf guns that Demi brought me for Christmas. "yeah and no energy drinks as well" she answered. Last time Maddie dared Ella to down 3 energy drinks and well lets just say she didn't sleep for the night..... Or the next either.

Pulling into Demi's family home I could hear shouting, it sounded like Dallas and Maddie especially since they both sound like Demi. Well Dallas' is older so I guess Maddie and Demi both sound like her. I looked at Demi hearing what Maddie just screamed at Dallas and she legged it out of the car sprinting to were Dallas was now hysterically crying. I knew Demi would want to talk to Dallas alone so I headed in attempting to find Maddie who had just screamed 'I hate you' to her sister.

After a few minutes of searching I found my way to her tree house in the back garden. I could hear her sniffles and muffled crys attempting to stop herself. "Maddie" I whispered in attempt for her to hear my voice. "who-who is I-it" she sobbed breaking my heart. I know I should be angry at her for what she said, but I've always seen maddie as my little sister. "It's Dani" I replied my voice louder than before but making sure there was also no anger or hatred in my voice. "I'm so sorry" she sobbed even more. "I'm gonna come up now princess" I spoke before mounting the old wooden ladder. After climbing a whole 7ft in the air I slumped back onto the couch Eddie had built up here. "come here baby girl" I whispered, holding out my arms she nearly jumped on me. Pulling me into her bone crushing hug repeating sorry over and over again. "baby girl stop" I whispered in her neck, as she pulled away I could see her once glossy, fabulous, long purple hair covering her face, her teary eyes overflowing with tears.

"what happened?" I asked after five or so minutes of her mumbling sorry over and over again. "I I I I didn't mean it. I j-ju-just wanted to her to l-leave me alone" She sobbed. "Why baby girl? Why did you want her to leave you alone?" I asked seriously confused on the whole situation. "She kept asking me about Drew and I, you know if we were together. I said leave it, but she kept asking me why I wouldnt tell her." she whimpered recovering from her previous cries. "Why didn't you want her asking about you and Drew?" I looked at her and her face completly changed. Was she hidding something from us all? Was Maddie and Drew together? becaus of this I had so many questions, but I knew I wouldn't get any answers out of her in this state. "I'm gay" She blurted out, almost imedietly regreting it. WHAT! Why wouldn't she want us to know that? Hell I'm fucking gay. "Hey, I'll have you know there's nothing bad aout being gay little miss." I joked. It worked she giggled causing her to shine her beautiful smile. "Why did you not want anyone to know?" I asked her shuffiling back further into the couch. "Everyone knows about you and Demi, so if it came out that I was gay too they'd all think I want to be like Demi. It's not that I dont want to be like her, it's just I want to be my own person. You know?" I knew what she meant, well kinda. "So let me get this straight, you dont want people knowing you're gay because of your sister?" Maddie looked to the ground, her face showed nothing but pain and guilt. If she had only told us sooner. Just as I was about to ask my next question, her phone went of and she smiled like an idiot. It was so wide I think her jaw reajusted it's self.

"Who is she?" I asked obvious to the love struck smile stuck to her face. Maddie's face shot up and almost exploded. "What?" She shot back almost dropping her phone. "Who is she?" I asked again. "Umm, it's just Bea" She answered slowly unsure if she should've told me. "How long have you been dating?" I asked. That made her go a brighter shade of red, if thats even possible. "Um we've been going out for 7 months" Now it's my turn to be shocked. You see both Bea and Maddie would stay round ours, especially so Demi and I could have date night, or just have adult time without the kids. "Now I don't want to go all protective on you Mads but um you're only 15 (I know she's 12, but for this she's gonna be older) so have you and Bea had se-" Beofre I could finish she interupted me. "NO!" She yelled. Covering her face, I could see the emaressment she held on it. "Ok chicken, you know I had to ask that. I mean you're both 15 and getting -" Again Maddie cut me off. "I'm sorry Dani, but I really don't want this conversation now." She laughed but her embaresment was 100% clear.

"Hey guys, you up there?" I heard that all familiar voive. Demi. "Yeah we're up here babe, come up." I shot Maddie a glare. The 'leave it to me' glare to be precise. "Hey, what happened?" She asked once she's sat down next to Maddie. At first Maddie froze, that's when I 'coughed'. "Ok I told Maddie I would tell you this, because she could'nt do it." Demi nodded, waiting for me to continue. "Ok um as you know Dallas and Mad had an argument, well the reason was Dallas was asking questions about her and Drew" I paused to look at Maddie, she gave me a nod as if to say 'tell her'. "Maddie and Drew are not together" Demi let out a sigh of releif. "She's gay" Demi's face quickly shot to Maddie and then back to me "WHAT" She asked still looking from me to Maddie. "I'm gay" Maddie whispered, so quiet I almost couldn't hear it. "Bea is Maddie's girlfriend" I said sqeezing both there hands for comfort.

After 20 minutes of Maddie explaining to Demi and I about her and Bea, we went back inside and explained to Dallas about Maddie. She was very supportive and told Maddie she could'nt give a shit if she was gay or straight. We decided not to tell Dianna and Eddie yet as that would be to hard for Maddie, juts because she would have more people asking her questions and she's already had a long day. Maddie was staying round ours tonight so she headed up to pack a bag when Dallas let out a massive laugh, both Demi and I looked at her funny. "I'm the only straight one" She laughed obvious to our confusment. Demi and I burst out laughing at her true statment. Although they both had Amber there paternal sister, they wasn't as close with her yet.

I promise I'll try and update often but I'm still really low and need some time. I'm working on a new chapter now but I've got quite bad writers block so if you have any ideas feel free to share them. I love you all. You're all perfect just the way you are, never change who you are for someone.