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When I got to my dressing room I slammed the door shut and slid down it. Why the hell would he show up now? It's been so long.
I heard a knock on the door and I pressed against it harder. "Go away." I sobbed harder as, who I guessed was my dad, knocked. "Baby open up." I heard Shawn say leaning against the door.
I stood up, not even wiping my eyes. I unlocked the door and started to open it. I heard Shawn sigh as the lock clicked and I opened the door, but just looked at the floor. "Lana?" He whispered, coming closer to me. I looked up at him, seeing my dad far behind at the end of the hall. "I can't." I said grabbing onto Shawn as he held me, sobbing. He held me tight as I cried onto his shoulder. When my dad finally got to us Shawn was beginning to shut the door as he carried me into the dressing room. He shook his head at my dad. "She doesn't want to see you. Ever. again." I had been calming down until I heard the truth. Shawn was right. I didn't want to see him ever again but I didn't want to admit it.
Shawn sat on the couch, with me on his lap, and just rocked me back and forth calming me down. "Lana it's okay. I won't let him talk to you, but baby you need to tell me what's wrong." He said looking me in the eyes. "H-he was abusive when I was a kid. It's because he was an alcoholic then. I don't know about now, but he always use to smell like sex and liquor. It was gross, but that's the only way I know him as. I've never seen him be nice. He's here thinking I'll give him money." I said putting my face back on his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around my waist, buried his face into my neck and planted a kiss there. "Can we take a nap?" I asked, my eyes slowly closing. "Sure. Why not?" He said as my eyes shut leaving me to my dreams.
I woke up being carried by someone. I opened one eye to see Shawn. I closed my eyes, smiled and cuddle into him as I felt a breeze. "You cold?" He whispered as he sat somewhere. I hummed in response and cuddled into him even more. I felt him move and then put a jacket over me. "Shawn, where are we going?" I asked as he stood back up. "To the tour bus. Go back to sleep." He said running a hand through my hair. I smiled and leaned back onto his shoulder.
His hand left my hair and I whimpered. I heard him chuckle and put his hand back into my hair. I heard the doors to the venue squeak as they were opened and Shawn walked out with me still holding onto him. I felt him shiver and hold onto me tighter, which means we were almost outside. Then I heard the screaming as the second set of doors opened. "Oh my god Shawn's carrying her OTP!!!" I heard someone yell. That made me start thinking. Do I like Shawn more than I think I do? Fuck I do. I love him like crazy and there is no denying it. "Hey guys can you try and keep it down please? You saw what happened and I think this is a well deserved nap for her." Shawn said as he stopped walking. It got very quiet and I didn't like it. I felt people all around us. We're stuck in the middle of the goddamn crowd, that's wonderful. He started to walk again and go up steps, which means we're in the tour bus now. He laid me on a bed and then laid next to me. I rolled over and opened my eyes to be met by his smiling face. "Hi beautiful." He whispered winking at me. "Hi handsome." I said smiling back. After staring at each other and cuddling a lot I noticed the fans could see and hear what was going on. "Shawn they can see and hear us!" I whispered into his shoulder, since I knew he could hear me. "Fuck it." Is all I heard from him before he stopped cuddling me and pulled away from me slightly. "Lana Baito, I love you so god damn much. Will you-" I cut him off by kissing him. I pulled away and put my forehead on his. "Yes Shawn. I'll be your girlfriend." I said smiling at him. I don't think I've ever seen this kid any happier.
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