LANA
I was so sad. But why? Lauren and I weren't dating. It was like mutual flirting, or whatever you want to call it! What I didn't get was that Colby was so fine with this. He didn't care that I practically admitted that I'm bi, that I have feelings for him and Lauren. He didn't care.
All these thoughts were running through my head as I laid on him. He was rubbing my back and I could feel how tense he is. He's so pissed about it. I stopped crying and just sat there sniffling and hiccuping. "Go to sleep Lana. Brendon's with either Sam or Devin so don't worry he'll be fine. Just go to sleep, I'll be here when you wake up." I sniffled again and kissed his jaw, before moving over so it was just my head on his chest. In return, he kissed the top of my head and put a hand in my hair. He knew it would make me sleep because of the night before. No later than 5 minutes after he started playing with my hair I fell asleep.
COLBY
I can't believe how broken she is again. I knew it was hard with Shawn, worse than this, but she was so heartbroken by a girl she wasn't even dating. She's so confused and sad. It hurts to see her like this. What hurt me the most was, I'm holding the spitting image of perfection in my eyes as she sobs and doesn't know how to stop. She's so broken and lost.
After she fell asleep her phone was blowing up. I looked at the called ID and it say Normani. "Hi this is Colby, Lana's asleep." I whispered and Lana stirred a little. I pulled her closer to me, if it was even possible, and cleared my throat a little. "Oh thank god you answered Colby! What happened? Lauren is a mess and won't speak to us and keeps saying she fucked Lana up so bad." Worry was laced in her voice and I knew the rest of the girls were probably listening. "Well from what I could understand from her, my friend, Sam, took her and Brendon to the house and when they got to the door some girl named Alissa was at the door and was being rude to her and then Lauren showed up and wrapped herself around Alissa and when she saw L she tried to talk to her and she just got all sassy and tried to keep it together, but by the time she got back and Sam took Beebo inside she was broken. She broke down into tears as soon as I said I knew she wasn't okay and didn't stop until she fell asleep. I have a feeling she'll be waking up soon asking for Brendon like she always does when she gets sad." I sighed and looked down at the broken girl laying on my chest, in my arms. "Well I'm glad she has you and if it's okay Ally, Dinah and I would like to come over tomorrow to see her?" I nodded, but then I remembered she can't see me. "Yeah that's fine. I'll text you from her phone when I wake up. Have a goodnight Normani." She said you too and hung up. That's when I noticed I was still in my jeans. I felt around next to my bed and pulled up a pair of sweatpants. I carefully took my jeans off and slipped them on. I looked at Lana and she was in jean shorts which I knew where definitely uncomfortable for her to sleep in. I poked her cheek and she groaned. "Lana wake up you need to change out of those shorts." She groaned again and rolled over. "You do it I'm going back to bed." She fell back asleep as I chuckled at her. I looked over to my left and there was a pair of joggers. "You better not hate me in the morning for this because tired Lana said to do it." I slipped her jean shorts down and tried to not stare at her. This is awkward, I'm not trying to physically get in her pants sex-wise, but I'm technically in her pants. I shook the thought back and pulled the joggers up her legs and then took her jewelry off setting it on my bedside table. I knew she would be so upset she slept in her makeup so I got up to find Devin. "Hey Dev do you have any of those make up wipe things? Also could you possibly wipe it off of Lana, she fell asleep in her makeup and I feel awkward enough that she already made me change her." She laughed at me and nodded. "Here take Brendon. Lana will want him if she wakes up anyway." We all knew Lana's habits when it came to Brendon, already. She met me in my room and started to wipe Lana's face. "Colby stop that's cold." She swatted Devin's hand away and we just laughed. "It's me, Devin, sweetheart. I'm wiping your makeup off because you fell asleep with it on." She smiled a little but kept her eyes shut until Devin was done. "Thanks Dev." She mumbled half asleep. She laughed and winked at me before leaving. "Hey Babygirl here's Brendon." I laid him right next to her and she instinctively pulled him into her chest.
I laid back down with her and played with her hair again. If she was any amount awake this was the only way to get her to sleep. Brendon laid between us, but I didn't mind. I pulled her closer to me so Brendon was pressed against both of us. "Thank you for everything Colby." I pecked her cheek in response and started to doze off. We both fell asleep around the same time for once. It was nice.
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That was a huge filler I'm so sorry!!!! I've been busy with Christmas and I tried out for a club volleyball team and made it! So I've had volleyball and stuff. I'm going to a friends tomorrow so I'll write another chapter soon. Love ya.
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