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I woke up to someone poking my cheek. "Mummy! mummy! Get up we have to leave for our flight!" I heard Brendon say jumping up and down. My eyes opened as I heard Shawn chuckling at Brendon. "Come on B lets pick out an outfit for you." Shawn said taking his hand and taking him to the backroom.

I groaned getting up and drug myself to my suitcase. I took out an outfit and went to the bathroom to get ready (Outfit above). I did my hair and makeup, then went to check on the girls.

"Hey boo!" "Hey girly" "hey honey bunch" "hey lady lock!"

"Lady lock? Ally how hungry are you?" "Very." She said frowning looking at the cupboards.

"Come to our bus it's stocked up." They all followed me back and when we got in Shawn and Brendon were messing around. Shawn looked up and his eyebrows furrowed. "And where the hell do you think you're going like that?"
He said looking me up and down. "Mc'Scuse me bitch?!" I said squinting at him. "You are not getting in public like that!" He said raising his voice. "Oh yeah and is it you that's gonna make me? Because you don't control my life. If it's gonna be this way then I'm going to take my son, me, our stuff, and I'll leave because you may be my boyfriend but you don't control my life. Just to make it even better me and the girls are going to take pictures and post them so we'll be back in a few." I said grabbing me and Brendon's bags, Brendon, and leaving the tour bus.

Us girls did as planned we had a photoshoot and I posted a photo from it.

Caption: Living that hot sunny day lifestyle no matter where I go

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Caption: Living that hot sunny day lifestyle no matter where I go.

"Hey Lana!" Dinah called for me from her seat in the airport waiting room. I leaned forward and looked at her. "Yes?" I said smiling. She handed me her phone and I looked down at it.

ShawnmendesCaption: her cuddles make me feel better

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Caption: her cuddles make me feel better.

"Everyone thinks it's you." She said frowning. "I'm sorry I showed you that L but you deserved to know." She said smiling a little. "I don't blame you. I did deserve to know. Thanks for showing me." She nodded and went back to her scrolling.

I pulled my phone out and tweeted. "My cuddles are way better @/shawnmendes"
All the comments started to flood in.

"Omg that's not you!"
"Holy shit it's not you...."
"Who the fuck is touching your man" There was a reply to this one which was from Camila. The reply was "😈" which makes me think it was her.

"Hey guys." I heard Shawn say walking up behind us with Camila. "I have an announcement. Camila's joining the tour!" He said smiling as she smirked and winked at me. "Get this on your livestream." I said to Normani. She pointed her phone towards me and gave me a thumbs up. "Shawn?" I said walking over to him. "We're over. We can stay friends, but I don't date controlling guys. I dress how I want to dress and if there are consequences to that I'll deal with them later but I live in the present so I dress how I want to in that moment. Oh and also I know you cheated with Camila. I guess that means I should have stayed in Lauren's lane." I started to walk away, but then I stopped and looked at him. "Actually I'm not done with my monologue. You tell me pretty lies, look me in the face and tell me that you love me even if it's fake. Cause I have hella feelings for you. I'll act like I don't fucking care, like they ain't even there. Cause I'm so fucking scared to love anyone else because everyone hurts me, like you do." There were so many gasps and whispers but I didn't care. Fans heard, paparazzi heard, the girls heard, and our managers heard. I was so done at this point and its not even a week into the tour.

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