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It's currently the middle of the night, a few days after Shawn asked me out, and the managers have pulled me off the bus. "Lana since we are officially on tour now, and Shawn has his own tour bus separate from everyone, we talked to the girls and they think it would be best if you and Brendon go to Shawn's bus. There will be lots more room and then Shawn wouldn't be alone all the time." My manager said as Shawn's butted it, "And since everyone now knows you guys are a couple it doesn't matter anymore. Go get Brendon and we'll have one of the security guards grab your stuff." I smiled at them and nodded running off."Guys where's Brendon and Ally?" I asked as I saw everyone but Ally. "Ally started crying over a video a fan sent her so Brendon laid with her and he fell asleep." Normani said smiling. "Have fun over there." Dinah laughed winking at me. "But you're my cuddle buddy!" Lauren whined laying on the couch. "I know but I really didn't have a choice." I said as I went to the bunks and opened Ally's curtain a little. Her light turned on as she sat up. "You guys are going now?!" She said frowning. "I'm gonna go if you want him to stay he can stay." I smiled at her and she shut her light off and shut the curtain on me. I laughed a little and went back to the front towards the door. "Okay guys Beebo is staying with Ally for the night. If he becomes a pain call me and I'll come get him." They all nodded and said goodbye as I walked off and gave the security guard my bags.
"Your bags are awfully light? Unlike the other girls." He said chuckling. "Well we're touring now so I'll probably go shopping when I get a chance. Maybe when we have a break. Besides I don't need that much to live off of while on a tour bus." He smiled at my response and opened the door to Shawn's bus for me. He put my bags down and waved goodbye. I went through the curtain and saw the mess of Shawn's bus. "Shawn Peter Raul Mendes! It is a mess in here!" I yelled knowing he would come out, but he didn't. "Shawn where the hell are you?" I said laughing a little, then I heard music and the shower running. I knocked on the door.
"Who the fuck?!" He yelled. "Babe it's me you tour bus is a mess and when you're dressed you're cleaning it up." I said sternly. "Damn, fine! I didn't know you were my mom! Just leave me the fuck alone." He yelled, getting louder with every word. He sounded mad. Very mad. "Sorry asshole I didn't know you'd be pissed that I wanted you to clean up your mess." I stormed away from the door and looked down at the mess. I've never heard him yell. I mean me and the girls have yelled at each other once in awhile. But we always said sorry right after.
This fucking mess is bothering me.
I looked back down at the mess and just huffed. I grabbed his clothes hamper and started to pick up all of the clothes. I figured out which were dirty and which were clean. I folded the clean and put the rest in the hamper. I picked up the garbage and put it in the trash can which filled the rest of the bag, so I took the bag out to the dumpster and I came back and he was still in the shower. I looked over at his suitcase and it was a big mess. Which would be a problem for when we would have to fly. So I went to his suitcase and folded everything, organizing it. I heard the shower stop and I went outside and sat on the curb with my head in my hands. I ended up sitting there crying, it wasn't pretty.About 5 minutes later I heard one of the bus doors open. "Lana where are you? Baby?" Shawn. I heard footsteps coming towards me and he put his hand on my back. "Leave me alone Shawn." I sobbed wiping my face. "Baby, babe, baby girl, Princess, muffin, Queen, sweet hear-" "my name is Lana for gods sake!" I yelled looking back at him. "Lana I didn't mean it I'm just stressed." He said squatting in front of me. "I know." I said rubbing my eyes. "No baby you don't know. I like you, no I love you so so much and I don't know what to do when I'm stressed. I take it out on people, I-I just don't want to lose you ever." He put a hand on my cheek and rubbed his thumb on my cheek wiping away the tears that dared rolled down. "That was the first time." "First time for what, Lana?" I leaned into his touch and put a hand over his. Another tear rolled down my cheek as I spoke. "The first time I've ever heard you yell. And of course it was at me." I said crying more. This time I was silent. No sobs just silence. "I'm so sorry baby. So sorry." He said pulling me into a hug. He kept mumbling I'm sorry as I cried into his shoulder.
I was sitting on his lap as he sat on the ground. I was done crying and I just leaned on his shoulder as he rocked me back and forth. It was quiet, too quiet considering there was constantly fans outside the fence. Where we are the fans can probably see us, but they're being quiet.
"It's too quiet." I mumbled into Shawn's chest. "Yeah I know, let's go back to the bus. Stay still I'll carry you." He stood up, still holding me with my legs around his waist, and began walking. I was starting to fall asleep when I heard screaming. "Of course they start yelling when I start falling asleep." I mumbled not even attempting to open my eyes. "Hey guys can you keep it down Lana is sleeping?" Shawn said walking towards the fence. I heard a lot of yeahs and shushing and then he said thanks. "Here I'll take selfies with each of you. Uh why don't you all wait, I'm gonna go take her to our bus and check on Brendon and then I'll be back okay?" He started to walk again and he opened the door and laid me down. "Babe I wanna go with." I whispered rubbing my eyes. "Okay you get fixed up. I'm gonna go check on Beebo, I'll meet you out there." He kissed my forehead and got off the bus.
I got up and went to the bathroom. My hair was a mess and my eyes were red and puffy. After putting makeup on and clean clothes, I went outside and walked towards the fence. When I got there Shawn wasn't there yet. But the fans were. They started to scream when the saw me. "Hey guys can you keep it down, please? I'm not trying to be rude or anything, but Brendon is on the girl's bus sleeping right now and I'd rather him not be awake so I can see you guys!" I said smiling. They all nodded and quieted down. They all started to point and wave at someone behind me. I felt a hand go around my waist. I looked over and it was Shawn with Brendon on his shoulder almost asleep. I rubbed his back a little and he cuddled into Shawn even more.
"Thanks babe." "No problem muffin."
"Oh my god he called her muffin and muffins are his favorite thing!" Someone yelled from the back of the group waking Brendon up. "Mommy!" He cried scared. He grabbed onto me and I held him close. "Ssshhhh it's okay baby. Mommy's here. Go back to sleep it was just a girl yelling you're okay."
All the fans turned around to the girl with disgusted look. "I'm gonna have to ask you to leave." One of them said. "But I came with you!" The girl said back. "Not anymore. You drove here yourself now get in your car and leave Brittany!" Another girl said. The girl who's name is Brittany, I guess, hung her head low and started to walk away. "Brittany sweetheart come here." I said smiling while I rocked Beebo. She came over to me frowning. "I'm so sorry I didn't me-" "honey please lower your voice you're yelling. Give me your phone." She handed me her phone and I put it on the camera. Shawn walked over and we all got a selfie. "Everyone deserves a picture with us no matter what." I said smiling as she walked away with her phone in hand. Then we got pictures with everyone else. After we went back to our bus and fell asleep as soon as we got on the bed. This bad day turned into a semi good one. Who would have thought?
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