BTS MAKNAE LINE ONESHOTS

Jungkook-Worry

A/N: OMG THANKYOU FOR 1.2k VOTES IM SCREAMING AAAAAAAAAAAA
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I stayed up for nights. I could barely sleep. I've been having anxiety. Jungkook never called me, and sends occasional texts. He's been performing. I've stayed up late for countless nights, watching his performances.

He's on his way home now from a flight. I haven't seen him in a month. I've been waiting for this moment. I haven't been eating that well because I didn't have any appetite. I wanted to eat with him, but obviously I couldn't.

He told me he'd come this morning, but then I got a text saying that his flight is delayed to this evening.

Nonetheless, I waited by the dinner table now, with little food on my plate, and lots on his side.

I started to feel a little nauseous but I dismissed it, waiting for him.

Then, I started seeing dots in the corners of my eyes. I stood up to get water, feeling dizzy, so I sat back down. I kept blinking, and rolling my eyes. The room was spinning, and I couldn't stand anymore. I felt onto the ground, the dots still flying everywhere. I started to panic, but to no avail. I kept blinking and blinking. My headache was killing me. It all happened in one moment. I gulped, trying to get up but fell right back down.

My breaths became shallow and before I lost consciousness, I heard the door click. I fainted.

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"Is she going to be alright?" I heard a male voice speak. It was Jungkook. I felt his hand over my left one. My eyes were kept closed since I felt a little dizzy. I didn't have much energy to open them.

"Yes. She just fainted. Nothing serious. When looking at her symptoms and examining her, it looks like she hasn't been sleeping or eating normally as she should be. She fainted because she was weak, but it's nothing serious. All she needs to do is be healthy and that'll be all." A heard a bright voice speak. Probably the nurse, I'm assuming.

I heard Jungkook heave a sigh of relief, "Thank god.." he muttered.

"Is she a family member?" The woman asked.

"No.. she's..she's my girlfriend. I literally came home after being a month away and then when I walked into the house I saw her lying on the floor, unconscious by the dining table."

"Oh okay. Again, don't worry. It's nothing serious."

"Thank you.." He said, slightly tightening his grip on my hand.

I heard the nurse hum in response and leaving the room. After a few minutes, I started to shift, and opened my eyes slowly.

Jungkook gasped quietly before immediately hovering over me, looking at me in the eyes with concern written all over his face.

"Are you okay? How are you feeling? Can you see me?" He asked, question by question.

Everything was a blur at first, and I blinked twice.

Jungkook held my face gently, "Can you see me?"

I nodded slowly. He let his head down, breathing out.

"How are you feeling..?"

"I feel... dizzy.." I let out, hoarse, holding my head.

"You fainted. You scared me, Y/N. Why haven't you been eating and sleeping properly??" He asked, chiding me.

"I stayed up... for you and ate alone. I had no appetite to eat. I just stayed up at night watching your performances because I never received a call from you. I missed your voice so hearing your singing made me feel better." I explained.

Jungkook's eyes softened, as he took my hand with both of his hands.

"I'm so sorry, Y/N. Of course I wanted to call you, but our manager didn't allow us because he wanted us to be focused a hundred percent. He only allowed us to send texts occasionally. But why didn't you eat or sleep? You need to be healthy."

I weakly smiled, "I'm okay, just like the nurse said."

He sighed, "You really scared me. For a moment, I actually thought you were dead and I was actually crying. Even when I felt your pulse, I kept crying."

"Aw, Jungkookiee," I called, softly, reaching out to touch his face. His eyes were glossy.

"Don't cry. I'm okay." I assured.

"Y-Yeah. What a relief but what if I took longer? What if you were there lying on the ground, alone? I'm such an ignorant boyfriend." He whispered, hurt, letting a tear fall down his cheek.

"Jungkook.."

"Sometimes, I feel like I don't give enough to you. I'm always leaving for tours and for the sake of my music career. I hate leaving you. What if one day I leave and then you get hurt or injured and I'm not there to help you? I'm not there to see you, or ask how you're doing. I'm so unfair to you. I'm so sorry, Y/N.." He whimpered, letting tears fall.

"Jungkookie.. don't say that, you're an amazing boyfriend to me.. It's okay. I only fainted, nothing serious. Don't think about the what ifs. They'll only make your head and heart hurt. What matters is that we're fine and happy with each other." I explained, wiping his tears.

"I.. I don't know what I'd do without you," He whimpered softly, looking at our conjoined hands.

"I love you." He blurted.

"I love you too." I piped.

"You have to promise me to eat healthy and sleep properly when I'm not by your side. Promise me." He asked, desperately.

"I...I promise.... to try." I let out.

"No! I can't have you faint again. Or something worse."

"Okay.. fine. I... I promise."

He let out a content sigh and got up to hug me. I hugged back, and he pulled away to peck my forehead and lips. A small smile creeped up to my lips.

"You better keep it." He told me.

"I will." I assured.

"... I promise."