BTS MAKNAE LINE ONESHOTS

Taehyung-Everything Goes

A/N: inspired by one of my favorite songs from rm's mono ;')

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I couldn't help but to gaze at you dancing with someone else on the prom dance floor. I watched your big, sincere rectangular grin that you used to only look at me with and now you're looking at someone else with it. You looked at her as if there was no one else in the room. Your arms wrapped around her waist as you laughed, smile reaching to your eyes.

I couldn't help but to reminisce our times together- whether it be our mini ice cream dates, small walks to the shore, piggy back riding, bicycling, or just sitting at the balcony and staring at the sky. I dearly missed the way you held me so gently and I missed your ability to make me feel safe and at ease. I missed your gentle pecks and cute gestures.

I missed you.

I couldn't help but to miss it all while looking at you. Your eyes were so captivated in hers, giving me a slight discomfort in my heart. I could've sworn I saw your pupils shining under the lights. It was like a burning sensation in my heart, but I had no control over it. The female in front of you looked gorgeous in that light pink colored dress as your black suit complemented her.

I couldn't help but to wish that I was her. This was actually kind of ironic because I remember imagining us together going to prom. You even planned it all. You told me how you were going to wear a black suit and how I was going to wear a red dress. I'm wearing the red dress. You're wearing the black suit. The only thing that differs is that we aren't together anymore.

I remembered your words, "I'm sorry but I don't think we should be together anymore. I hope we can stay as friends. Again, I'm sorry, but I lost interest in you and I just don't want to lead you on." I couldn't help but to just nod and agree as my whole world had shattered. How could I say no and keep you unhappy?

Now, you looked so happy when your hands intertwined with hers as your bodies swayed during the slow dance. I sat alone pitifully as almost everyone else had a partner to dance with. You looked so happy and at peace. I was happy for you, but I couldn't help but to feel a tinge of jealously growing within me.

After the slow dance had ended, you leaned into her face, planting a kiss on her lips. I witnessed it happen as my heart strings were being plucked. Tears welled up to my eyesㅡ I wanted to look away but I could not look away. My vision started to blur from the tears. I quickly wiped them away with my pinkies trying not to ruin the minimal makeup I had on my face. I cursed at myself inside for feeling this way and for being this way.

More memories rushed into my brain, causing my heart to hurt. It physically hurt. It took all of me to tore my eyes away from you, looking at my own hands. I looked down at my hands and soon I saw liquid falling onto them. Fuck, I'm crying.

I quickly sniffled, leaving the premises. I went outside to the balcony, taking in deep breaths. It was a nice view as the prom was held on the sixteenth floor of this grand building. I propped my elbow up and rested my chin on my palm. I exhaled, letting my tears fall freely. After a few minutes, I heard your voice behind me, making myself jump a little. I turned around and you were there, looking at me, facial expression full of concern.

I assumed you notice my tears because you suddenly asked me in the softest voice ever, "Why are you crying?"

I wiped them away gently, "I-I'm not, the wind just caught to my eyes and they just watered. My eyes are sens-"

"Y/N.."

"It's fine. I'm okay. You should go back to your date. How did you even find me?" I asked, drying my tears.

"She just went to the bathroom and I thought I'd come to you to talk but you weren't at your table and someone at your table informed me that you went out here."

"Oh, okay."

You gave me a small smile, "You look pretty tonight."

It made me blush lightly and smile. I felt at ease again, "Thank you."

"Of course."

"Are you happy?" I suddenly blurted.

"Hm?"

"Are you happy with her?" I asked, feeling my own heart drop to my stomach.

Your eyes twinkled, a small smile creeping up to your lips, "Yes. Yes, I am."

I tried my hardest to put a smile on for you, "I'm glad."

"Are you okay, though? Why were you crying?"

"It's nothing, really. I don't want to talk about it. Just go, I'll come back in a few."

"Okay." You said, turning your heel and walking away. For some reason, that action disappointed me. I wish you'd stay. I wish you wouldn't go and further ask me and comfort me and hold me. I wish you wouldn't go back. I wish you would deny it and stay until I was truly okay.

After you left, I turned back to the view in front of me. I smiled bitterly, biting my bottom lip to prevent me from crying again. I came to realize everything in life goes away after its happy moments and chances. My happiness encircled around Taehyung. You were my light and my source of happiness, but all good things come to end at one point and...

...everything goes.