SPN Imagines *𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗘𝗗*

The Mark pt. 4

To refresh your memory, last we left on you already had the the mark and your brothers Sam and Dean finding out about along with your angel boyfriend Castiel. They been looking for any way to get rid of it, but.... as you may know no such luck. Or is there???

(Please excuse any mistakes.)

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*days later after the incident with the brothers and Cas*

(Your P.O.V)

I failed, I couldn't control it any longer, I resisted it's calling over and over again, but to no avail and so now I've become a demon.

Dean kept trying to convince me to give him the the mark but I didn't budge. By then it was already too late. It had taken over me, and now I was much more violent, angry, full of despair and rage. Yet deep inside I knew I had to find a way to get out of this mess, I saw the hurt on the faces of my brothers and my lover, but I did not care.

 I carried on with the violence, the rage, the killings, and now they had no other choice but to lock me in the panic room. I knew this was the right thing to do, but that demon in me didn't like it one bit, I've said horrible things to all, and all I feel is satisfaction and yet emptiness.

They claim to have found a cure, but I doubt it would work. I'm to deep in this shit now, and I'm not planning on letting  it go anytime soon...

You: Do you really think that cure your speak of is really gonna do anything to me?? *evil chuckle* you sad and pathetic little shits, I'm not going anywhere. I like this, it's so much fun...

Dean: you don't mean that

You: oh but I do, in fact I wish I had done it sooner...

Sam: (y/n) I know you're in there. We need you back, the real you. We need you to fight this!!

You: Sammy, Sammy, Sammy.... you of all people should understand this is the real me. Look at you, you sad little human, I can't belive were siblings, let alone you my twin, sickening....
And you Dean Winchester, always trying to be the hero, when reality your just a disappointment, dad always thought so and you know it, Don't you??
Oh come on guys!! Let me be me!! Let me go, I'm not hurting anyone?? I'll go and live my life alone you'll never have to worry about anything anymore..or I can go with the king of hell, maybe even become his Queen. I do have more in common with him that any of you.

Cas: why would you want to go with Crowley??

You: Cassie!! Sweetheart!! Oh thank goodness you're  here. It'll be easier to convince these rejects to set me free.

Cas: you didn't answer my question

You: Cas, baby I love you, I really do but this can't go on anymore I mean look at you, you're, well.... you and I need someone better, besides you're an angel of the Lord, and I'm a demon, and we all know angel and demons never mix. Crowley on the other hand well, he's a gentleman, he's the king of hell and he will never ask too much of me, not like you three! Always trying to ground me, always trying to limit me, always making me something I'm not!!

Dean: you're  a good girl

You: to hell with your "good girl"  persona Dean!!! I'm not what you thought I was, I've only acted that way so you would get out of my ass!!!! Crowley would never treat me like that, he knows who I really am. And you know something I dream of being in his arms *mischievous laugh* oh yeah, I want that maybe he'll be even better than you Cas.. don't get me wrong I love being in bed with you, you're so amazing, but I need to try new things.