Love... Why it so hard (Forth ♡ Beam)

The Night.

Beam POV.

I invited Forth to sleep with me since its raining it's not safe for him to drive in bike but the moment I step in my room I start to recall what happen the night we got drunk. I start to feel nervous and this guy also smiling one kind. 

Beam: Forth, don't smile like that... go take your shower. 

Forth: How about you?

Beam: I will take shower later.

Forth: Why don't we take together. Save time 

Beam: Forth!!!... Just go take shower... Tell you pervert mind No funny business okay. 

Although I told him that I couldn't stop blushing. All these are very new to me but I kinda like it. He went to take shower. I prepare the bed and clothes for him to wear. 

Beam: Forth, I prepare clothes for you to wear. 

Forth: Beam, I only wear boxer to sleep. 

Beam: Forth, Just wear the clothes. 

Forth: Ohhh,... Beam I will feel uncomfortable. 

Beam: Just do whatever you.

Forth: Really, do you mean it... then I want take shower again with you. 

Seriously, this guy in different mood tonight. I need to be careful. I just go to bathroom and close the door. After shower when I came out of bathroom. I saw forth lying on bed. He looks so sexy with his six packs and boxer. My heart start beating fast. I just arrange pillow in between us .

Forth: Beam, why you arranging pillow in middle.

Beam: So, that you don't cross and come to my side.

Forth: Beam... you are really cute but this doesn't going to work with me.  

By saying this he pushes all the pillow and dragged me towards him. His force is very strong and I bumped into him.Now I'm lying on top of him. He place his face next to me and engulf me in his embrace.  The only thing can feel now is... I'm extremely comfortable. Lying on chest, listening to his breath... I feel  so safe. 

Forth: Beam... I have something to tell.

Beam: What thats. 

Forth: It's about the night after Pha's birthday party. Actually, that... night.

Beam: ( I know what he is going to talk about... and he is searching for word to complete his sentence.) Forth, I know what you going to say... I know what happen that night. I didn't forget anything. 

Forth: Beam, I'm Sorry... I really tried my self to control but I couldn't 

Beam: Forth, you don't have to feel guilt because I enjoy the moment with you and now we dating right. So it just a sweet memories. 

Forth: Really... Oh god I feel so guilt. I'm trying to talk about this to you. I don't how you will react but shall we continue where we stop. 

Beam: No... Forth. Tomorrow morning I got class. Now let me go sleep. 

Forth: ohhh.... ( sad face ) at least can I cuddle you. 

Beam: ( with that face how I can say no) .... Okay okay.  (He cuddles me and look at my face.)

Forth: Beam... You are really cute... 

With that he started to kiss me... and the kiss gets more and more passionate. I know it's leading some where. I open my mouth and he explore its and hugs me more tightly. He stop kissing and come my ears..

Forth: Good night baby. 

Beam: Good night Forth. 

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