Two Girls, One Heart.

Ain't no Cheating in the Club

  Oh god what do I do?! Ashley is here sucking my neck right now and Lauren is right in front of us! Luckily Lauren hadn't seen me yet. I knew I had to act fast or my life would be over. Not giving any reason I quickly grab Ashley by the wrist and ran with her out the doors of the club. "Y/N!" She squeals at me. But I don't listen. I take her two buildings over and into a secluded alley way. I finally stop and lean against the brick wall out of breath. "Babe what the hell was that for?" Ashley asked confused standing right in front of me in the cramped alley. I had to think of something to tell her so it didn't seem suspicious.
  "I umm..." I was at a loss for words. I took in her appearance once more. God did she look fucking great. That's when an idea popped into my head. I push her up against the wall making her breath hitch. "I'm sorry baby. " I whispered lowly into her ear. "I just needed you so badly out there. You are so hot." I then attach my lips to her neck and run my hand up her thigh. She bit her lip and let out a moan.
  "Y/N we shouldn't do this here." She whispered into my ear as I continued to go to work on her neck.
  "Ash relax no one is here." I try to hush her by biting down more on her neck. This does cause her to moan out again but she speaks once more.
  "Okay but what about the others?"
  I pull back and take out my phone getting another uber. It took me a minute to open the app, since we were pretty wasted. After calling an uber for Ash and I, PayPal was the next app I opened and sent Rickey money to uber him and the girls home.
  "Annnd done. I sent them money so they can catch a ride whenever...I'm sorry babe. I don't know what came over me. I just...I need you. Like ASAP." This wasn't really a lie. Ash did look incredibly hot tonight and it was hard to keep my hands off of her. "You're not mad right?" I ask biting my lip. She looks up at me with lust filled eyes and shakes her head no. I kiss her again and we make out for another 5 minutes before I get a notification saying my uber arrived. We walk out of the alley and up the block a bit until we see our ride. I open the door for Ashley and she hops in, me following. The whole ride to my house I have my hand discreetly up her dress, rubbing her inner thigh. She hides her face in my neck and lets out quiet moans only I can hear. Not too long and we're at my place. I say thank you after tipping the man and Ashley and I stumbled inside, almost falling over a few times. She takes off her heels and I do the same with my shoes. I then grab Ashley and push her against the wall, attacking her neck and lips again. I squeeze her thigh and rub my hand between her legs. She lets out a long drunk moan.
  "Baby let's go upstairs." She breathes out.
  "Fuck that. I want you now." I say picking her up and walking over to my couch in the living room. I slide off her dress and to my pleasure she's only wearing black lace underwear. I start kissing her neck again, making my way down her body. I take one of her breast into my mouth and suck lightly. She moans louder and bucks her hips up. I keep going lower and lower until I reach her underwear. I take the material between my teeth and pull it down her legs. Once it reaches her knees I pull them completely off her body with my free hand. Slowly, being too drunk and turned on to tease, I lick her center up and down and twirl my tongue all around and in her.
"Fuck baby. Keep doing that." She moans out and I comply without hesitation. I got faster and faster before entering two fingers into. I pump in and out of her steadily. Her moans become louder and it consumes the downstairs. "GOD Y/N. please." I pull out of her and take my own clothes off. I grind against her. My moans coming through now too. She grips my face and pulls me into a kiss. I make out with her and go faster until I feel her legs start to shake. She wraps her legs around me and scratches down my back. I feel the coldness of the ring I got her when she does it. I feel bad deep inside, knowing that she wasn't the only girl I was sleeping with. I wanted to make her feel valued and like the queen she is. I stop grinding on her and pick her up and hold her so her legs are still wrapped around my waist. I pull her into another kiss and walk with her upstairs at the same time, being careful not to drop her since we're both still drunk. We reach my bedroom and I kick the door open. I set her on the bed and pull out my strap-on. Then I lay against the headboard and motion her to come here with my pointer finger. She already knows what I want her to do and puts her legs on both sides of legs. She slowly lowers herself onto me. I lean in to whisper in her ear.
"Ride me baby girl." Soon she starts bouncing up and down on me making the bed shake. She puts her hands on my shoulder and starts biting and sucking my neck, trying to contain her vicious moans. I put my hands around her waist and plunge into her over and over and she continues to go up and down on me.
  "Fuck fuck fuck!" She moans out.
  "You're so prefect princess. So loud for me... no one can do you like this." I bite my lip and go harder.
  "You're so go- good t-t-t to me Y/N. i love the way you fu- fuck me." She says with great strain in her voice. I clear my head, trying to finish the job and get her there without thinking too much about the words she said that aren't true. I mean yeah I fucked her well. But I didn't feel like I was good to her. I push her off me.
  "Turn around. Get on all fours." She does what I ask and puts both hands on the headboard. I grab her waist and push into her again. She gasps for air and lets her moans fill the room as I go faster and harder.
  "I'm gon- I'm gonna cum Y/N."
  "Cum for me beautiful." An with a few more thrusts she gives out one last cry that sent her over the edge. My movements get slower as I help her ride out her orgasm. I pull out of her and put away the object I strapped onto myself. I turn back around and lay flat on my back. Ash and I are both out of breath and I pull her head onto my chest and stroke her hair. I kiss the top of her head and rub her back.
  "I love you Y/N."
  "I love you so much baby, you have no idea." We lay there a bit enjoying the pleasant silence that consumed us. I turn over to my bedside drawer again and pull out a plastic bag that contained a blunt I rolled earlier. "Wanna smoke this with me princess?" She looks up and nods her head yes. I pat her butt signaling for her to get up. We walk over to my balcony and I sit in one the chairs. Ashley sits in between my legs and I light up the blunt, taking a long puff. I pass the blunt to Ashley and she does the same. I start to feel tingly as the drunkenness in me mixes with the weed. Ashley and I finish the blunt and head back into my bathroom. I start the shower and pull of the underwear we put back on before going outside. I step in making sure it's the right temperature before opening the door and letting Ashley step in with me. She stands in front of me, hanging her head low and letting the hot water drip down her body. I take some of my nice body wash and rub it down her back and shoulders. She sighs and I go lower, massaging her for a bit. She turns around and does the same for me. After we're done with our regular shower routine I turn the shower off and reach for a towel, getting myself dried off a bit before I hand one to Ash so she can do the same. We go back into my bedroom and I grab two of my plain sweatshirts, one grey and one black. I hand Ash the grey one and she put it on. I find a pair on her underwear that she had left here from a previous night and hand that to her also. We go and lay back down in bed cuddling close with her against my chest. Ashley falls asleep within minutes and I grab my phone next to me to check my notifications.

  Rickey💁🏿‍♂️: you dipped. I saw Lauren. Don't think she saw you though...this shit is getting bad Y/L/N. how long u finna keep this up?

Main hoe👅: not much longer i hope... I know  how bad it's getting and I feel guilty as fuck.

I keep scrolling through my notifications.

Payton😈: y'all deadass just left us in the club to go fuck? Laaame.

I got to my next unread message.

Lauren☺️: Im missing you a lot for some reason....

Cutie😍: i bet, i mean Im pretty great 😁

Lauren☺️: hush dork. Btw are we ever gonna go an a real date?

Cutie😍: you know I'd love to but I really don't wanna be involved in any press right now.

Lauren☺️: I understand I guess... but I have another question

Cutie😍: yes?..,

Lauren☺️: I really like you I think that's obvious. And you say the feelings are mutual so...are we ever gonna make it official? Like me being your girlfriend.

My heart drops at the question. I was dumbfounded. I should of seen this kinda coming but I never expected to mess around with Lauren for this long. I didn't wanna straight up deny her and break her heart though. Rickey was right saying I was making this situation so messy.

Cutie😍: that's a lot to take about over text. Come over tomorrow and we'll discuss it then okay?

Lauren☺️: look i hate the thought of being fuck buddies with you. I really like you Y/N. i and felt like you were different. So...im not saying you have to make it official over text right as this moment but save me the heart break okay? Will we end up together soon? Or was everything that happened between us a waste.

Cutie😍: it most certainly was not a "waste" okay! I really really like you Lauren.

Lauren☺️: please Y/N...stop playing games. Lmk. Yes or no?

I swallow hard. I really do care and like Lauren. I don't think I can lose her this quickly. I think of what to say next. My emotions are everywhere since I'm a little drunk and high. I ponder for a minute.

Cutie😍: yes.

Shit! Why the fuck did I say that?! I can't really date two girls, who are friends, at once right? Ashley deserves better than that and so did Lauren. But at the moment I don't want to lose either. Maybe if I did do this then I could make a decision on who to spend the rest of my life with. Thinking about that made me sick. I know it's so very wrong. But I'm not sure what to do at this point. If I confess right now I'll for sure lose both of them. And that can't happen.

Lauren☺️: AH! You just made me so happy. I can't wait to see you.

Cutie😍: same to you babe. Goodnight

Lauren☺️: goodnight :)

  The next morning I wake up with Ashley by my side. She is still sleeping so peacefully. I lay there and admire her for a bit, stroking her hair. I then place light kisses on her neck and trail them down to her back. She shifts slightly in her sleep and its so cute. She turns over and cuddles into my chest. I rest my lips on her forehead, leaving a few kisses.
  "Good morning angel." I speak to her softly.
  "Mmm, good morning baby." She mumbles into my chest. "What time is it?"
"It is...." I pause mid sentence to look at my phone. "Damn. It's 10 AM already."
"Ugggh." Ashley groaned. "I gotta get up and get going."
"Where you headed baby?"
"I have a small photoshoot to do. No biggie."
"Want me to drive you home?"
"That's okay baby. My team is actually coming here to pick up me...and since it's already 10 they'll probably be here any minute." As soon as Ash finished her sentence her phone went off and she checked it. "Oh, speak of the devils. I gotta go. I love you." Ash says before kissing me one last time and putting her pants on. I hugged her tightly and said told her I'd see her later before she walked downstairs and out the door. Now I have to plan out what I'm going to say to Lauren...

THAT PHOTOSHOOT HAS ME SHOOK OMF. But anyways I hope you guys are enjoying the read so far :) thank you to anyone who is still reading. It might seem a lot repetitive and slow right now but trust me there's more to come! Asssssss always
Much love- K