Two Girls, One Heart.

How could I? How could I not?

  "Let me see that." I say. Reaching for my phone in Ashley's hands. She has a tight grip on it and she's still staring me down. I can feel the anger rising in her. "Baby... I can't tell you who it is if you don't let me see my phone." She throws the phone down on the bed. "Ashley? What the fuck!" I say slightly raising my voice as she storms out of the room with her clothes. She was so pissed she didn't even bother putting on her clothes in front of me. I pick up my phone from the bed and unlock it. As I expected, it was Lauren.

Lauren☺️: you're so cute

Cutie😍: thanks

I know my response was a little short but I didn't care. I was scared of losing Ashley. I deleted the conversation between Lauren and I and put on a pair of black sweatpants, still wearing just my bra. I quickly walk downstairs to see Ashley finally dressed and sitting on the couch, still looking really pissed. She was on her phone when I walked over to her.
"Ash..." No response. "Babe...it was... my sister. I told her what I did for you tonight with dinner and all and she said I was cute for doing that." Ashley still didn't look up. "Are you gonna be like this the whole night?" She glares at me and rolls her eyes. " I swear to God Ashley. Please. We haven't gotten alone time together in so long. I don't wanna ruin it right after we fucked. Please." I was getting a little emotional at this point. I never get like this but I think the guilt is really tearing me apart inside.
Ashley finally looks up and me and drops her attitude once she realizes how upset I'm getting. She gets up and hugs me and I hug her back tighter. She then jumps up and wraps her legs around me. Its crazy how fast her emotions change. "I'm sorry." She mutters into my neck. "Me too..." Ashley removes her head from the crook of my neck and looks me in the eyes.
"You don't need to be sorry Y/N."
"Yes I do."
"What? Why?" She asks now giving me a confused look. I don't look her in the eyes. I was debating on whether or not to tell her the truth. I loved her so much. I really did. Just as I was about to speak my eyes meet hers again and my heart breaks. I can't do this.
"I just feel like sometimes I'm not enough. You deserve the world Ashley and I feel like I always fall short of giving it to you. You mean everything to me and-" Ashley cuts me off by kissing me. She pulls back and rests her forehead on mine.
"You are my everything Y/N. I've never loved someone, other than my family, as much as I love you." I let a tear slip at her words.
"I love you too Ash." I spoke quietly. We kissed again and I carried her upstairs for round two of a great night.
I wake up the next morning laying next to a naked Ashley. Last night continued to flood my memory. There were absolutely no interruptions and we took our time. After we had sex for like the fifth time last night we just cuddled through the rest of it and fell asleep in each other's arms. I turn on my side and am now facing Ashley's back. I place light kisses against it and she lets out a few quiet moans. God how that turned me on so much, but I knew after last night she probably would need a break. Considering the fact that we fucked for hours on end. I get up and go to the bathroom to start my day. As I was brushing my teeth I feel two tiny arms wrap around my waist.
"Good morning baby." I say before spitting my toothpaste into the sink.
"Good morning." Ashley replies in a cute little morning voice. She takes out her toothbrush from the holder sitting near my sink and repeats the same actions as I just did. After we brushed our teeth, we go downstairs and I start making breakfast. We sit and talk about what we had planned out for today. Ashley told me how she had a photoshoot today and I said I'd probably start some new tracks. After breakfast I drove her home. She pulled me into a kiss before getting out of the car. It got a little heated when I slid my tongue into her mouth, causing a moan to escape from her lips. I rested my hand on her inner thigh. Just then her front door swings open and we both pull away. Sevian steps out and sees us in the car.
"Oh shit hey Ash! Hey Y/N." he says waving his hand with that same cheesy smile spread across his face. Ashley groans and opens the car door. I just laugh and shrug it off.
"Okay I love you babe. I'll see you soon." Ash says stepping out of the car.
"Bye baby girl I'll call you tonight." I watched as Ash playfully hit Sevian in the arm and walked inside. God I love watching her walk away. I just hate to see her go.
I start the drive back to my house, figuring I'd rest a bit more before going and starting work. I get home and kick my shoes off, going straight to my bedroom to lay down. I get there and pull out my phone. I had a few notifications.