Two Girls, One Heart.

The Cheater got Cheated.

  "Y/N...you okay?" I hear Rickey's words but can't respond. I'm shaking with...fear? Anger? I have no idea. I don't know how to feel. Ashley had always been honest with me. And I can't really be mad because I have been going behind her back too. But I can't just brush this off. I walk off the front porch and dial Ashley's number from Rickey's phone. Ashley answers almost immediately.
  "Rickey? Is Y/N okay?" I laugh at her concern, that means nothing to me at the moment.
  "It is Y/N."
  "Oh hey babe. Why are you calling from Rickey's phone?"
  "Doesn't matter."
  "Everything okay?" She asks hesitantly.
  "You tell me." I reply sternly, with a bit of anger in my voice.
  "Wha-...what do you mean?"
  "What did I do to you?" A tear slips from my eye.
  "What?"
  "STOP PLAYING ASH."
  "WHY ARE YOU YELLING? WHAT DID I DO?" At this point I'm fueled by only anger.
  "Hey, I got a question for you Ash." My sarcastic side is kicking in. "Is G. Eazy. Your. Favorite. Rapper?" (Like the reference 😉)
  "Y/N...I"
  "YOU WHAT? YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME YOU WERE GOING OUT ANYWHERE LIKE THAT."
  "WILL YOU PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN!" My first reaction was to shut her down again. But I have to remind myself I'm in the wrong and she still doesn't know. "Our managers wanted us to look like something was going on to boost his upcoming album and the one I already have out. Im...I'm sorry Y/N. I was going to tell you. I swear. The kiss meant nothing." She was crying at this point and so was I. Not because I was still upset, but I felt so fucking guilty.
  "You should of told me..."
  "I know. I'm sorry. You...you aren't leaving me right?" My breath hitched in my throat at her question.
  "I...no...I just...I need some time." I knew I could probably get away with everything I have done if I just called it off with her right now but I could not do it. I loved Ashley too much...
  "Time? What does that mean! I told you I-"
  "Ashley. I'm not leaving you. But I. Need. Time." I was crying hard at this point.
  "O...o...okay." She stuttered out. "I love you."
  "I love you too. I'll....I'll see you soon enough." And with that I hung up and headed back towards the house. I was still crying when I handed Rickey his phone back.
  "You okay?" He asks putting his arm around my shoulder.
  "I guess."
  "Come on...you can only be so upset."
  "I know."
  "I mean...the cheater got cheated."
  "Yeah...thanks." I broke away from his arm and went inside and back upstairs. Lauren was on her phone and looked up when I came in.
  "Baby...what's wrong?"
  "Nothing."
  "Then why are you crying."
  "I'm fine Lauren." I replied going back bed.
  "What the fuck?!"
  "Hey! You don't need to get mad."
  "No Y/N this is so unfair. You can't just have sex with me then completely blow me off right after!" I can tell Lauren is getting upset and is about to cry. I look at her and see the tears starting to form in her eyes.
  "Fuck...baby please don't cry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to get upset with you. I just...um...can get upset out of nowhere sometimes. It's weird but I'm trying to work on it." I say trying to calm her down. She looks down at her lap and shakes her head sadly in agreement. I pull her close to me so that she's laying on my chest. We lay there in peace until we both fall asleep.

  "Why...just why?"
  "I love you both so much I just-"
  "You loved us so much you had to go behind our back?" Sweat began to form on my forehead.
  "Well...let's give you something to love."
  "Wha- what are you..." I feel two metal things clamp down around my wrist. I try to break free but I am now chained to the bed.
  "Wanna see what it's like to feel betrayed? Come here...kiss me." I feel two bodies ontop of me now.
  "What the fuck is happening!? Stop! Just stop I'm sorry! What the fuck! No! No!"

  I jump out of bed and I'm completely covered in sweat. That dream was so vivid...so real. What was happening to me? I get up slowly and check my phone.

Bbygirl💙: I know you want space but I also know you're coming home today. Can you stop by my house at some point and come see me? I leave for tour in a month and I want time with you before I go. Get home safe. I love you.