Two Girls, One Heart.

Love on the Brain

The next morning started like any other. Me waking up next to Ashley, taking a nice shower together, then of course eating breakfast with her and everyone else in the house. After I helped clean up after breakfast I go to say bye to Ashley and told her I would call her later after I was done in the studio. She pulled me into a passionate kiss before sending me my way. I start driving to the studio, listening to some blackbear on the way. I pull up to a red light when my phone goes off.
Lauren☺️: hey you! Just wondering if we're still on for today?
Cutie😍: driving to the studio right now! I'll pick you up along the way

I must admit, I'm a little nervous still about taking Lauren to the studio. But I convinced myself last night that I would try to come off as more friendly than flirty. I loved Ashley more than any other person in this world, so I knew I couldn't risk our relationship. Plus I mean Lauren is really pretty..and talented..and smart..and, everything else. Nonetheless! I cannot let temptation take over. I could pull this off and still be able to trust myself. I begin to pull myself back out of my thoughts when I reach Lauren's apartment. I decide to have some common decency and go knock on the door. That's just polite right ? As I begin to walk up to the apartment door that was hers I felt my hands getting sweaty.
  "Just friends. Just friends." I whisper to myself then knock on the door. "Just friends,just friends." I repeat to myself right before the door open. "Fuck." I mumble.
Lauren opens the door and stands before me in a white crop top and blue jean shorts that are so tight I felt like I was gonna explode. "Ready to go?" She asks sweetly. I just nod like an idiot and go to open the car door for her.
  The whole way to the studio I keep looking over at Lauren as she goes on about something that upset her on Twitter...probably something about Trump. I was hearing what she was saying but a lot of it was sticking, since my eyes were sticking to her body. Every now and then I'd look over at her and smile before I glimpse down at her thighs. I honestly wasn't trying to be a perv. "I just can't believe how beautiful you are." I accidentally say out loud.
  "What?" Lauren asks looking at me with her widen eyes.
  "Oh uh...nothing." I say coughing a bit feeling a little uncomfortable now. A smirk rest on Lauren's face the rest of the way to the studio. Once we finally arrive I take Lauren inside and show around the entire place. I even showed her some of the equipment. She kept asking me questions about how certain things worked and looked completely in awe of the whole place. It was really cute. And to be fair it is one of the nicest studios in the world. Famous musicians from all over came to record here.
  After showing her around a bit we settled down and I started to make some beats. I started off with a slow one. Something that felt relaxing and melodic. "Ooo, I like the flow of this one Y/N. It's actually really nice." Lauren says looking at me with her beautiful green eyes. "Thank you. I think this one deserves a little bit of vocals though...wanna sing for me?"
  "Hmmm, I don't know. I have a hard time singing to someone one on one compared to a crowd." She says blushing.
  "What if I don't look...would that help?" I ask timidly. She sighs and nods her mumbling an "okay." I look into her eyes one last time and I swear I felt electricity go through my whole body. "Wait what should I sing?" She asks, still looking at me steady in my eyes. I sit and think for a minute.
  "Okay let me cut off these beats that I made and make this interesting . I'm gonna go on my phone and press shuffle. And I want you to sing the first song you're comfortable with." I take out my phone and look at her for her approval.
  "Hm...alright. I'm a little nervous." She says a little shaky at the end.
  "Don't be hun. If you do this then I'll...umm," I was trying to think of something to bribe her with. For some reason I really wanted her to sing for me. She looks at me waiting for me to say something. "I'll...give you the beat I just made to you for your solo work. I'll even help you add anything to it if you want."
  Lauren looked at me shocked. "You'd really do that Y/N?" I smiled and nodded yes. She kissed my cheek and jumped up to hug me. I caught her and laughed. I pulled away and got my phone out. I sat down in the chair in front of her and hit shuffle.
Now playing: Love on the Brain- Rihanna
  Lauren gasps." I love this song! "
  "Me too." I say smiling at her. She leans forward and I get so scared for a second. Reality slapped me a bit when I realized I was in the studio alone with Lauren. About to share an intimate moment with her and she's leaning towards me. Do I stop her? I have a girlfriend for fucks sake !
  She then lightly runs her finger tips over my eyelids, closing them. God it felt so nice. I take a breath of relief and sit back waiting to hear Lauren's voice. When the first notes hit my ear, my body started melting immediately. Holy shit.