Today, Forever, And Always

26.

A/N I know this is a real song. I changed it. Song- Our Time Together Ivan B
For @leblancxziegler Happy Belated Birthday!!💜💜💜

Annie's POV
I sat in my room writing. For hours. I've never written a song before but this is it.
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I just wrote a song. I want to call Hayden. But I remember he's mad at me. I want to call Brennan but that's not right. I need to call someone. I can't call Katie she hates me. I can't call rush that's weird. Marky Poo is already to involved. I'll call Kenzie! She should be done recording.
I go through my contacts.
Kenzerzzz💫💖💫
"Hey Anns how was the tour for your friend?" She asks. I explain everything leading up to the song.
"Anywayyy I wrote a song and your the only one I can call. So are you done recording? Can you come over??"
"Of courseee I'll be over in 5."
"Great!" I hang up and fine tune the song. My door swings open. I hug Kenzie. She closes the door and sits on my bed.
"Okay this is in no way about you." I say. "Its about our pasts before we met eachother." I continue. She nods. I grab my Guitar.
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I look up at her.
"Its amazing. Best advice I can give you. Is give him a little time to think and realize what he's missing with you. And when it comes to you that'll be fast. So tomorrow morning go over there and play it for him. Don't say anything else just sing that and wait." She says. I hug her.
"Thank you Kenz for everything."
"Anything for you Anner Bananner." She smiles. She looks at the clock on my desk.
"Crap I have to go. Dance practice. But tell me what happens tomorrow morning." I give her another hug. She leaves. My phone buzzes.
Brec🤙: Hey. What happened today? You were really upset.
Juli🤘: we got into a fight... it was about something stupid. But it hurt.
Brec🤙: I get it. He hasn't left his room. He won't talk to anyone since you left. I've had to hold back Dylan Hunter and both Jimmys since you left. They love you so much.
Juli🤘: Idec if we apologize I just need to talk to him. I go crazy when we don't talk.
Brec🤙: just wait till the morning before anything so you can both think.
Juli🤘: thanks Brec😊
The next day
I woke up early so I could surprise him before he wakes up. I threw on a cute outfit. Putting this in few words I've um developed.

I walked downstairs.
"Be back soon." I said and walked out the door and to Haydens. I quietly knocked on the door. Dylan Hunter and Jimmy greeted me with a hug.
"Is he awake?" I asked.
"Nope out like a light." Hunter said. I smiled and walked up to his room. He was sleeping soundly in a ball. My gaze fixed on his desk. It was the Polaroid from when we watched our first music video. I smiled at it. I sat on his bed. I stood his guitar next to me. I softly kissed him. His eyes fluttered open. He saw me. I shushed him before he could speak. I tuned his guitar as he sat up. I took deep breaths.

I'm used to it all.. I'm used to finding someone and losing it all. Tell 'em I'm fine don't you worry at all. Pick up my phone at 1 am. And now I'm losing a call. Caring less and less around me. All my time has been around you. Let you know. When I told you not to, Held my hand, you said I got you. Ocean in your eyes. I've been lost at sea. Drowning in my thoughts it was you and me. And I can't seem to find a silver lining. It was all about you and me. Tell you that I'm fine, I'm lying. My heart will never wait for time and don't you get it? There's a reason I met you. You don't think that I get you? Ask me why I'm trying. Cause I think that your special. Embedded in my mind. Only you, nobody else. So many times you said there's somebody else. But you still picked up my calls. You still replied to my texts. You went and made me a song, I said it made me a mess. Cause the cracks in your heart it looks just like mine. You and I were broken around the same time. Beautiful smile with all the pain in our eyes. I have a love so deep I trust the wrong guys. And you, understand it more than anyone. I'm not looking for connection with just anyone. What if I told you I'm the better one, spilling all my heart and ima let it run. Your mind is saying leave me but your heart says no. You made your choice but I can't seem to let go. Thinking of your voice, in a world so cold. I'm breaking down now. But I won't let it show. And even if I'm crazy, it doesn't mean that I'm wrong. I wonder what your thinking as you listen to this song. I've been lost in my mind but ima tell you I'm fine. But what's the point of "the one". If you find them at the wrong time like, and maybe some day it's me and you, But I seem to feel it to. Lately all I know is you're running through my mind. I know it hurts, it's our time. Baby tell me that you see it too. You say you love me, so then tell me what can I do? You're on my mind. I know it hurts, is it our time? You can tell I've been crying. You shoulder my pain. Your looking at me funny do you know what I'm saying.. "This isn't a game. I told you not to fight for anything, there's nothing to gain. And now things are harder cause I'm feeling it to. There was a wall for a reason, why'd you go and break through? Then you made me a song, and it's been all on my mind. I know your lying, everytime when you tell me your fine. I met this guy before I met you. I put my trust in him, before I met you. I got attached to him, before I met you. Now your on my mind ever since I met you. But what can I do? Cause I don't think you're getting it. A few months earlier with you., and maybe this would be different.  you do really get me. And that's the thing that upsets me. I'm in your mind. So it's best if you forget me." Maybe I'm right. But I don't think I'll ever get it. Love is making me blind. Picking up the phone, and putting it down. Like who am I to go and ruin the happiness we found? I can go and tell my friends, that it was all so dumb. Then I'm writing in my room, until my heart goes numb. Till my pen is all done. You know my heart wants more. He broke it to pieces all again once more. You can tell me that I'm wasting all my time. But I've been looking for a sign. And I've been finding it in you. And I can tell you he was there first. I can say I fell in love with you for better or worse. He'll never look at me, the way you look at me. He left a hole in my chest, that I think you can fill. It's like we met in a dream, but the feeling is real, it's all I can feel. And I can write a thousand lines. All the stars could align. What's all the love in the world if you find it at the right time...?
A tear falls down my cheek.
"I love you Hayden Summerall."
"I love you Julianna Leblanc."