Undignified

Chapter 44

Chapter 44

Liam's POV

It's been a month since that day. Still being a coward. Seven months now. I wish I could just pop the question and stop being such a wuss. This whole month she's been so cuddly and lovey and I just can't bring myself to do it! I guess the feeling of love has never come to me until phoebe. Maybe today will be the day.

Phoebes POV

Today Liam convinced me to have a girls day with the other girlfriends of the members of his band. It was really awkward. I mean just look at them! I don't even compare. Models, singers, I have no talent. I didn't even speak. The whole day. All the other girls had a great time and I just trailed behind. When we all went back to Perrie and Zayns house I just decided to leave. We live 2 streets over from them so it was only a little walk. When I got home all I wanted to do was go to sleep. Not eat or drink or anything but sleep. I certainly don't want to eat after seeing those girls. As I get to the house, I see that Liam's home. Great. Why doesn't he just leave me for a model like them? It makes no sense really. Maybe I should just break up with him so he can have a better woman than me. I just now noticed I'm sitting on the stairs of the house and Liam is beside me, crying. "Did I just say that out loud?" I ask softly. "Unfortunately." He says back. Liam gets up from the stairs and walks into the street. "Liam what are you doing?! You'll get hit by a car! Stop being stupid, come over here!" I scream. Liam steps three steps closer to me, to where he is only on the edge of the street. "Phoebe, if you think that about yourself, then you also think that I should die." He states. "Liam, hell no! I would never want you to die! Ever! Don't ever say that!" I scream as I run over to him. "Please come inside with me." I say softly. "You know how you said you don't want me to die?" He asks. "Yes." I reply. "I would rather die then live one day without you." He says.