12/08/2017 (1949hours)

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I had a great time yesterday with my girlfriend after so long. We had our dinner, and for the first time after God knows when we had that great time, we chatted for so long and its been awhile i've seen her smiling again. I wish i could see her smile like that again and for the rest of my life.

Today, its been quite a quiet day at work. My brain is so cramp with so much problems and debts to settle. I spent $1k in just 2 hours settling debts and now i have to last so little amount of money till next month. Its hard to live life with debts. Thats why kids, never ever get yourself into debts  in future even if it cost you a little. Haha! I dont know how long more i can go on like this. My life and my career is getting messed up slowly. Im slowly suffering but no one knows anything. I just want to drop everything and leave this world. Everyday i pray to God to take my life away. Ive suffer enough pain in this world. No one appreciates me. Hmm.

Hows your day yall?

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