The Day When My Life Changed Forever

Maggie's Story Part Eight

Our honeymoon to Paris was the dream. Lately I've been seen G being closer to Marylin, and that's a good thing. But inside of him, he knows that he can't keep up the pain well my pain to not have children. That was our dream to have a big family.

It doesn't matter to him because he's happy with Marylin. That's the only thing I need from him. But now I'm just scared to say this to anyone else even my parents. I get it my mom will understand my situation but my dad, he always wanted to have a lot grandchildren.

I was still on tour with Gerald and Marylin. As always he had to finish recording some songs for his new album The Beautiful and Damned. I know this album will be one of his greatest hits as the past album. I walked down to the studio with Marylin where he was at. "Who are you looking for?" Asked the front lady
"My husband. Mr Gillum"
"Ah yes, he's waiting for you and his daughter" she gives me two passes to enter the studio. My heart was pounding, I could even hear it myself. In my mind I was thinking if Gerald was with another woman or even Devon. Ugh I hate her for giving this anxiety not to trust my own husband. I finally arrived to studio six. I knock the door "G?" Nothing. "Gerald. Hey can you please open the door. It's Maggie" I couldn't wait any longer. Here goes nothing. I open the door expecting the worse. Huh? "Hey you finally arrived. I was waiting for you and this cutie" I look around knowing if there was someone else here, hiding from me. "Maggie?"
"Yeah" he gives me the serious look
"No I'm not hiding any women"
"What"
"Maggie I know you. You have an anxiety that let's you go crazy if I'm not with my boys"
"Okay yes. It's just that I" cuts me off
"You don't have trust on me don't you"
"Yeah maybe that. But you know what you've done to me in the past. I just worry you will do it again"
"I won't do it. Yeah yeah I know I'd screwed us up in the past but now I know I'm taking it serious" he pecks my lips "I'm not that person anymore, but my best recommendation is you taking therapy"
"I think it's best if we take it together" he starts to laugh
"Okay fine. Do I smell food"
"Yeah I did"
"Can't wait to eat it but I'm wondering if my wife and daughter would wanna join me for lunch?"
"Yeah" that day in the studio I'd learn I should give him trust in anything. Maybe giving my trust again will be closer to us and not use me