Reality {S.M} {COMPLETED} {Sequal to You Promised}

Chapter 14

{Shawn's POV}
"I do too" I completely froze.

"Oh" was all I could say. I couldn't even look at her without breaking down

"I'm sorry, Shawn. But things aren't the same anymore, we both want different things" I didn't respond to anything she was saying. I slowly got up and reached for my jacket that was on the other chair

"Shawn, don't go. We need to talk about this" she placed her hand on my arm but I moved it away

"There is nothing to talk about" I spat angrily

"Nothing to talk about?" She said in disbelief "Shawn were getting- thinking about getting a divorce. Don't you think there's some things we need to talk about?" She waved her arms around

"Like what" I crossed my arms

"Hm, I don't know. Maybe if we both even want this!" She yelled

"You clearly want this, Lana. And if you want it then it has to happen, right? Because that's how it is in your little world" I yelled back

"You're so immature! Why can't you have a normal conversation like normal human beings?" She asked.

"Normal?" I scoffed "This isn't some dream world, Lana where everything is all perfect. This is reality"

"So you're just going to walk away. And that's that?" She asked

"That's exactly what I'm going to do-" the door opened as Matt peeked through

"Wrong time?" He whispered and me and Lana both nodded. He put his thumbs up and closed the door

"As I was saying. I think if we both  agree then we should do it"

"What about the babies, Shawn?" She asked with watery eyes

"We'll cross that bridge when we get there" I walked over and wrapped my arms around her waist. She rested her head on my chest and began to cry

"Don't cry, Lana" I whispered.

"Ignore everything I said" I looked at her confused "I don't want a divorce. That isn't what's best for us" she said and grabbed both my hands.

"Lana, you wanted this half an hour ago" I said. She shook her head and wrapped her arms around me again

"This is what I want, Shawn. You, me and the babies" she said

"Lana, you know that-"

"You're not ready. I know, but what if you change your mind? I mean you said you weren't ready for marriage but look where we are now! Shawn I can't handle these babies without you. I know what it's like to have no father, I don't want them to go through the same thing" she said with tears down her face. I wiped her eyes and sighed

"We can't keep going on like this. We can't fix what's broken" she let out a quiet sob and looked down at her hands

"Well if you're not going to try and fight for this, I guess we can't do much about it" she said.

"I love you, Alana" I whispered. She just nodded and played with the hem of her sweater

"You do want this, right?" I asked and she looked at me like I was stupid

"Of course I don't want this, Shawn. I've just said I don't want this but you're not even considering what I'm saying" she said.

"I'll be touring, I don't want the kids to have to grow up with a famous dad"

"So you'd rather them have no dad than a famous one? Fine. I guess I'll see you in a few months" she covered her face with her hands and walked into the bathroom. I grabbed my jacket and walked out of the apartment

"So, what happened?" Matt asked

"We um-" I cleared my throat and blinked to stop myself from crying
"-we're getting a divorce" Matt gasped while Kylie smacked the back of my head

"What was that for?" I asked

"Did she want this?" She asked, ignoring my question

"Well..." I trailed off. This time Matt smacked me

"Why do you guys keep doing that?" I whined

"Where is she?" Kylie asked

"She stormed into the bathroom. I don't know if she's still in there" Kylie muttered something under her breath before running into the apartment. I sighed and walked past Matt and into the elevator. I got to the lobby and rushed to my car before setting off to my apartment.

I stormed in and slammed the door shut. I made the right choice, didn't I? We wanted different things. But seeing her upset because of me made me wan to break down. I grabbed a glass that was on the counter and threw it at the wall. I threw my head in my hands and groaned in frustration

"What the fuck did I do?" I asked myself. I shouldn't have broke this marriage off, I should've grown some balls and helped her take care of the babies. I mean, it was both of our faults we're in this mess, I can't just blame everything on Lana. I grabbed my keys and ran to my car again. I turned the key and drove back to Kylie's apartment.

"Why is there so many ambulances?" I mumbled as I had to pull over for them to pass

"What are you doing? Move out the way dickhead!" I yelled at the driver in front of me who just stopped. I groaned and threw my head back. This is going to take forever.

After what felt like hours, I rushed into Kylie's apartment to see Lana being carried into the lobby on a stretcher

"What happened? Is she okay? What's wrong with her?" I asked one of the people carrying her

"We have to get her to the hospital immediately, go ask one of your friends. I'm sorry, kid" he gave me a sympathetic look and I tried to find Kylie. I saw Matt hugging her by the elevator

"Matt! Kylie! What happened?" I asked.  Kylie walked over to me and slapped my cheek. I ignored it and turned to Matt

"This is all your fault, Shawn!" Kylie yelled as Matt brought her back into a hug

"She overdosed, Shawn" Matt explained

"She's going to be okay, right? They said she would be fine?" I asked

"They-" he paused and wiped his eyes "They don't know"

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Ok I know I wrote a schedule but like I'm just going to try and update everyday but some days I won't be able to. I promise I'll update at least once every 2 days :)

I'm sorry for these chapters guys