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Chapter 7

I'm slipping away every day. I'm not happy.. What will make me happy? I'm pretending.. Always pretending. Why am I like this? I'm slipping away.

Sometimes.. I want to join my brother. I will. I will. But not now. Wait a little. Please wait for me. There's nothing left. If I'm not happy no one will make me that way. Depression has been with me for the past year. Never left.. No one can help me.

I woke up. Again. The thought of him just triggers me to do horrible things. Why? Cause it numbs the pain. But I'm used to living with it. I'll be fine. Everything will be alright. Let's just.. Go to work..

At the café the day went as boring as ever. Couples showing up, old couples aswell.. So boring. I don't believe in couples, it's not real. Just a big colorful illusion in this dull world.

Just as I was making some coffee for customer I heard two students talking.. About the accident two days ago.
"Looks like she's been raped.."
"What are you talking about? You dumbass, she had an autopsy already.."
"And? There's no difference.."
"I don't even understand why are you even trying to be a detective.. Autopsy shows what happened to a person.. Like, after he dies specialists cuts open the body for any evidence you know.."
"Ohh, right.. I forgot.."
"You can't forget such things dumbass.."
"Yeah, yeah.. So.. She's been raped?"
"No!! The criminal either tried to do that or tried to make it look like rape.. Smart if you ask me.."

I smirked hearing them talk. Let them talk. Let everyone talk! Let's all hear the tales of murder..

"Don't fucking touch me! We're done!! I don't want to see you ever again!!" that.. Caught everyone's attention, even mine. Some annoying ass girl just barged in with her emotions spilling out causing huge drama...

Tch.. I chuckled to myself what a cliché though. Girls are so dramatic.

I saw her walking towards me.
"Give me the strongest coffee you've got.."
Is this a bar to you or something? I smirked and started making her coffee. But I just couldn't help myself.
"You know.. Such spoiled girls like you shouldn't make a fuss in a public place. That's very unladylike.."
She rolled her eyes at me clearly pissed. That's amusing.
"What gives you the right to decide what's ladylike and what's not??"

Damn she's annoying..
"Well.. Ladies don't cuss and don't try to draw attention to her in such childish ways.. You look stupid now. Look around. Everyone's either laughing at you or talking about you. Sorry for rude remarks, but in my eyes that's very bitchy.. And of course a sign of being spoiled. "

Her mouth was open and she was raging. Cool. My next relief. Thought I had to find one by myself.. And that's just too much work.
"What makes you think that I'm fucking spoiled??"
Gosh what a bother..

"I just told you. Your bitchiness shows it all. Not to mention all this jewelry that probably your daddy bought you. Either way humble girls wouldn't do what you just did. Here's your coffee and have a wonderful day."

I gently shooed her off.

"No. I ain't going nowhere.."

Great news doll, that's what I wanted.
I smiled and never bothered to look at her throughout the whole shift. She being her stubborn self stayed here for 10 hours.. How silly of her.