27/02/17

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27/02/17

Dear Andrew,

Today is the day. Well it was since its night now. We went to the graveyard to see our little girl. I still can't get over how small all those graves are.

Angel Lomax
27/02/14 - 27/02/14
18 minutes
Our little Angel, our Princess

Sometimes I feel happy. We had our little girl for 18 minutes while some mothers didn't hear their baby cry. I still remember it, you know?

Giving birth, holding her, her turning blue. I'll never forgive myself for not letting you hold our Angel alive. I am so sorry, Andrew. But I promise you, I'll make sure I do it right this time so that you can hold our baby. I'll let you hold him/her first.

I must have done something to screw it up. Maybe I wasn't holding her right. Maybe I did something wrong whilst I was pregnant. You say not to ask myself these questions but I can't help it. She was inside of me and I couldn't help her.

I'm so sorry I let you down,
Spencer xx

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