Dear Andrew,
I'm back to letters now.
I heard my last voice note and kinda realised how dramatic it was but I still tear up every time I hear it.
Considering I thought of the worst, everything went smoothly. Not really because there were major complications during the operation but our little boy is here Drew. Our little boy is here and is healthy and you've done such a good job taking care of him whilst I was unwell.
I cannot express how much joy I feel seeing you looking down at our little boy and smiling. You keep saying it's me that did it but I honestly couldn't have done it without you.
I've got my first session of chemo in a few days. Kind of nervous but excited because I can get well again. Although the doctor did say that the cancer has spread a lot and the chemo wouldn't be as effective as he hoped. But it should work. Just gonna take a lot longer.
I haven't told you this, and I really don't think I will. I don't think I'm gonna get over this. I think the chemo will drag me on extra few months but I really don't think I'm gonna get better. But you say to think positively and just have hope.
Hope. That's what kept me going. That's what you made me believe me. So maybe one day I will write a letter about how stupid I was to think this and write about how I overcame cancer.
But I got hope. And I got a reason. You and our little baby. Asher.
I love the both of you very much,
Spencer xx
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Historia Corta21/12/16 Dear Andrew, You said we should write letters to each other. No one does it anymore you said. Its all messages and yellow emojis. I love the way you can't say yellow properly. Yal-low I love you, Spencer xx --- Chapters are really short...
