1: I'm single and it sucks. Around me everyone is in a relationship and I can't seem to get the guy I want
2: I'd like to be happy. I've no idea what will make me happy in 10 years, but I hope I'll be happy with the choices I made.
3: just don't.
4: I totally understand it. I'm raised as a Christian, and even though I don't believe in a god myself, I totally understand what other people seek (and/or find) in a religion.
5: never actually. I've had shit times, but I never saw any reason for ending my life.
6: gonna skip this one. Check my insta for 20 facts
7: I'm a Gemini and I've no idea bc I'm not interested in astrology
8: when I graduated; I was among my best friends, I didn't fuck up fifteen years of education,...
9: see 2
10: first love: I was 10 and fell in love with a guy who was in love with my best friend. Nothing ever happened, and in case you're interested: both of them appeared to be gay.
First kiss: none
11: the anchor- bastille
LA devotee- p!atd
Drop it like it's royal- bastille
Twlitf- bastille
Bad blood- bastille
Winter of our youth- bastille
Sleepsong- bastille
Pompeii- bastille
Euphoria- o'g3ne
Laura Palmer- bastille
12: I was bored and after that I worked. The end.
13: the USA
14: that moment I made my little brother run into a river when he was only a year old.
15: I don't have tumblr
16: some of it is fine. I just really hate Spanish music like Despascito
17: highs: my friendships with my two best friends became better and better
lows: I've had a depressive friend to deal with, while I also wasn't that strong emotionally (see previous chapter)
18: ???
19: like: tell why I hate them? They see me as a third parent of my siblings and I can't do anything good in their eyes.
20: very important. A diploma is required for almost every job. Without a job, it's impossible to buy food. Without food you die.
21: WIE IS DE MOL
22: two years ago I was in 4th class of secondary school and it was a horrible year for me. I didn't have any friends, my tutor didn't understand me, I was cyber bullied in that year,... I just felt really insecure. Now I've awesome friends, and I'm going to study something I'm really looking forward to,... I'm happy
23: can't find a picture that quick, but all 5 bastille members
24: titanic
25: idk
26: until now always guys who I'm already friends with. This also is the situation rn.
27: two years ago I almost failed my class, and just a few weeks after that I experienced a forest fire
28: being able to see my friends daily
29: making new friends on my new school
30: idk. I haven't really done anything this month.1) Joëlle
2) 1m70
3) I've honestly no idea
4) 18
5) June 3
6) Christine
7) Frank
8) see 7
9) yep
10) spare ribs with BBQ sauce
11) to my dad: "yes I could do that"
12) none
13) 69%
14) blue, comparable to Dan's
15)chocolate and YouTube
16) the anchor- bastille
17) horse
18) see 16
19) used to. I just moved and in my old home I had my private shower
20) no more violence (as well mental as physical)
21) my last day of school bc I was closer to my friends than ever before
22) the Netherlands
23) nope
24) if I ever find the one, who knows?
25) history
26) none
27) I've fear of failure
28) nope
29) my friends and family
30) my friends
31) somewhere between blonde and brown
32) single
33) of the night- bastille
34) see 27
35) nah
36) people bullying and lying
37) WIE IS DE MOL
38) titanic
39) Harry potter 4
40) see 10
41) people having a relationship
42) Gemini
43) Willianne
44) I started biting my finger nails again
45) 3
46) tobias, Joram, Marinthe
47) horseriding
48) see 6&7
49) when my friend told he worked at a thrift shop, but I thought he said Jumbo (supermarket) so when he asked whether I've ever been there I started talking about us going to the Albert Heijn (other supermarket)
50) something in country and city planning1) the anchor
2) Despascito
3) see 1
4) Laura Palmer
5) see 1
6) home- Dotan
7) Laura Palmer
8) all bastille songs
9) see 8
10) oblivion
11) see 8
12) magic- Coldplay
13) The currents
14) weapon
15) see 1
16) Galway girl- Ed Sheeran
17) see 16
18) see 1
19) see 1
20) blame
21) see 1
22) oblivion
23) see 1
24) oblivion & with you- Matt simons
25) final song- bastille
26) Pompeii
27) glory
28) Durban skies
29) I gotta feeling- The black eyed peas
30) laura Palmer
31) I'd never sing in public
32) all of me- John legend
33) see 1
34) leef nu het kan- jan smit
35) Despascito
36) weapon
37) idk
38) see 31
39-41 I'm bad in this
42) comfort of strangers
43) glory
44) Laura Palmer
45) IVE NO IDEA
46) every song
47) clown- o'g3ne
48) alchemy- Dan smith
49) la lune- Madeon?
50) wereld zonder jou- Marco Borsato ft trijntje oosterhuis
51) campus
52) none anymore
53) LA devotee- p!atd
54) blame
55) take the money and run- o'g3ne
56) oblivion?
57) Laura Palmer/ the anchor
58) hey soul sister- train
59) Daniel in the den instrumental (it's so beautiful OMG)
60) idk. Is the anchor a possible answer here?1) at my work
2) the person I'm currently in love with is someone who I first thought was a loser
3) biting nails
4) blue/silver
5) blue
6) nope
7) June 3
8) chocolate and YouTube
9) wtf is a pet peeve
10) my little sister
11) Gemini
12) seeing my friends daily
13) the currents
14) blue like Dan's
15) Europe
16) the chorus of the anchor
17) the USA
18) yeah. I just don't like my middle name
19) summer
20) iPhone 4
21) introduction week (with among other things a Chef'Special concert)
22) it depends. Sometimes 5 minutes, sometimes half an hour
23) fear of failure
24) bastille, duh
25) horse
26) Dan smith
27) aspergines
28) titanic
29) what?
30) single
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