From The Pit Of My Stomach

Pain... 💔

All through my life I have known pain,

Everywhere, nerve, hair, nails and even vein.

I guess the fault is in my heart and brain,

Which are probably as dirty as the drain..

I wanted to make my family happy.

Almost like in a cartoon, the puppy Scrappy;

Or at least as his uncle Scooby,

As funny as them I wish to be..

Why can't I be taken as a member of my family?

If so, I know I'll live happily.

I'll take risks in behaving carefully,

And be silent and quiet, quite hopefully!!

Why are my siblings treating me as an outsider?

Even my parents are almost doing the same.

And better than me should be a trader.

Do I bring them instead of happiness, only SHAME??

I always think about running away,

But I know nowhere is safer than my birthplace.

If I go alone I wouldn't find the correct way.

So I have to run my life at a pace..

I wonder if I were a servant,

And worked for this wonderful family nest;

Where there is unity as the family of an ant,

And they are the best among the best among the best..

I regret being born,

As I am not loved or liked.

And wish I am forever gone,

So that I won't strike or be striked..

I know I am a terrible person,

Maybe a twin of the worst demon......

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30 lines... yayyyyyy..  I have reduced quite a lot oooooof liiiiines....

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