It is already four thirty in the after noon and I guess, Mara already finished her work in Cheshire. I asked Lillan to drive me to her place, well, if you are wondering why,
Last night, at 8 pm, I finally realized it, im gay. I don't know how it works, but I guess I'll have to consult Liam. Liam. The boy that is driving me crazy for three days now, i dont know, i just felt it, I'm inlove with a fan. And that's why i'm coming over to Mara's, i'll be breaking up with her.
"Lill, I think i'll go to Liam's first", she nodded and started driving.
When we got to his house, there was Harry and Liam's step mom, I think. "Oh my god, hi Niall", Harry squealed grinning. "Hi, I just want to talk to Liam", I said. "Oh Liam? He's at a friend's house, i guess, you'll wait?", Harry asked and I nodded taking a seat beside him as a young girl came running down the stairs, i consider her as Liam's adopted sister.
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"Liam?!"
I froze, I know whom that voice is from.
"What the actual fuck?!", He said, shoving my shoulder and pinning me to the ground.
"That's my fucking girlfriend you are kissing!", And with that, he punched my cheek
"L-Louis! Stop!", I whimpered pushing him off me.
Tears stream down my face, he came back, he came back to my life, which is the last thing i want, him, entering my world again.
I ran outside, ran, ran and ran, until i reach the house.
"Liam!", There he is, Niall.
"Niall", I whispered crying on his shoulder.
"Louis c-came back", I told Harry and his face turned red, in anger. "That asshole came back?!", I nodded and he crumpled his fists. "Harry please", I cried and his face softened.
"Niall, I think you better escort him to his room", He nodded and we headed upstairs.
"Liam, tell me what happened", He said softly.
"L-Louis punched me b-because I-I kissed his g-girlfriend", I sobbed fumbling with my fingers.
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"-I-I kissed his g-girlfriend", He what? I thought he likes me.
"I-I thought y-you", I sluttered clearly unaware of what is happening.
"She k-kissed me", He said. "But you didn't pulled away?", he stayed quiet and I continued, "Liam you have no idea how it hurts! How it stung my heart hearing that the boy I love kissed another girl. I thought you love me back and I was planning to tell you today, but you kissed her, who ever that girl is! Liam, I love you and you hurt me"
"What? Niall?! You we're the one who fucking fanzoned me! I won't believe you love me! Because all this time, no one did especially you! You Niall! You! I didn't kissed her! She kissed me, she kissed me, she fucking kissed me! I love you Niall! I love you! And you act like I am just another fan! It fucking breaks me inside that you will never ever look my freaking way because you are not gay! You dont like guys! You don't suck dicks! you like girls! I didn't fight that much because I know you woundn't give a single fuck if I kissa girl or a racoon!" I am speechless, He is crying. Liam pushed me outside his room, punching my chest, I should be the one who's doing that! "Leave Niall, I don't want to see or talk to you!", He spat in my face but I shook my head. "Fucking Leave or i'll do it myself", He screamed and footsteps came behind me. I ran past Harry and I noticed it is raining.
I used to love the rain, but this time isn't the time to celebrate it is raining. This rain will always help me remember, i lost him.
